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I spent some time in the third world trying to find myself

All I found was disease and death

And now I am back

Lol. What did you expect in underdeveloped parts of the world?

To find the goodness of man

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Totally agree.

I felt the need ot not only be in the third world but to be in a warzone

Hmm i want to go to war but idk about having war come to me

If you go to war its allot easier to get away from it

If it comes to you, one can end up in a more stuck position

Its not all that it's cracked up to be

Its pretty shit

Yea obviously

But you can learn something

Yeah, its all about teh experiance

Or get a leg blown off

Never got close to that, but I did get stupid close to catching one in the head and mouth

Oh so you did go to war

Sorry im on my phone so i cant type

No prob

Yeah, I showed up

Got a T-shirt

How bad was it ?

It wasn't as bad as it could have been.

It was generally just a bad situation

But, its too much to type about

Mind is flooded with flashbacks

Oh sorry to remind you of whatever that is.

Oh no I don't mean it like that. Just don't know were I would start.

To forget is to disrespect the lives lost.

It's just complicated

And I'm already not a good writer so it makes it hard to convey it all.

Or even half of it

Its fine i didnt expect you to tell warstories.

But did you regret it?

No, I only regret not being there with my comrades longer

Veterans always have that aura around them

I guess ill know what you mean after ive been in the military

You State Side?

No