Message from @Lurker

Discord ID: 579173530005012520


2019-05-18 05:07:13 UTC  

but i resented nearly everyone later on

2019-05-18 05:07:14 UTC  

I haven't made a proper friend in school since middle school

2019-05-18 05:07:23 UTC  

or proper IRL friend in general really

2019-05-18 05:07:27 UTC  

eh i could say the same

2019-05-18 05:07:31 UTC  

i havent met anyone really either

2019-05-18 05:07:34 UTC  

same, it's been over six years now

2019-05-18 05:07:35 UTC  

who i consider a good friend

2019-05-18 05:07:36 UTC  

i still talk to my middle school friends

2019-05-18 05:07:47 UTC  

i don't live in that area anymore though

2019-05-18 05:07:48 UTC  

I lost touch with them

2019-05-18 05:07:50 UTC  

i wish i chose better and shit in my earlier highschool and gradeschool years

2019-05-18 05:07:51 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/511428611727687690/579173283384131592/84058756.jpg

2019-05-18 05:07:57 UTC  

bad choices n shit

2019-05-18 05:08:05 UTC  

same

2019-05-18 05:08:05 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/511428611727687690/579173342783733770/1558120294834.jpg

2019-05-18 05:08:15 UTC  

i justify my lack of friends as me being focused on academics

2019-05-18 05:08:25 UTC  

i left for the military and now my social skills have been deteriorating and im in a shit place

2019-05-18 05:08:30 UTC  

😦

2019-05-18 05:08:35 UTC  

losing touch with people

2019-05-18 05:08:38 UTC  

at least im doing ok in that regard

2019-05-18 05:08:50 UTC  

I ended up repeating 10th, getting transferred to an alternative school (nice school ngl), but ended up playing nothing but BTD5 so I was then given the option to get a GED instead

2019-05-18 05:09:00 UTC  

rip

2019-05-18 05:09:11 UTC  

i was in a mental hospital for part of gr10

2019-05-18 05:09:12 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/511428611727687690/579173624053891083/1556126708136.jpg

2019-05-18 05:09:16 UTC  

idk how i passed

2019-05-18 05:09:23 UTC  

baste sonic

2019-05-18 05:09:31 UTC  

i haven't been to a doctor that isn't a dentist in 6, almost 7, years

2019-05-18 05:09:38 UTC  

mental hospital sucked cuz fucking women there were such annoying retards

2019-05-18 05:09:44 UTC  

who complained of getting dresscoded

2019-05-18 05:09:46 UTC  

for being sluts

2019-05-18 05:09:57 UTC  

never have i felt such anger

2019-05-18 05:10:12 UTC  

I have no qualms with a dress code as long as they don't force me to tuck in my shirt

2019-05-18 05:10:14 UTC  

you described my ex

2019-05-18 05:10:19 UTC  

who

2019-05-18 05:10:40 UTC  

u bc she was in n out of them and was/is? a slut

2019-05-18 05:10:51 UTC  

she was p addicted to pills

2019-05-18 05:11:03 UTC  

im trying to make my friends stop drugs and drinking

2019-05-18 05:11:04 UTC  

and shit

2019-05-18 05:11:11 UTC  

i hate this degenerate shit

2019-05-18 05:11:26 UTC  

very few ppl i can relate to on this tbh

2019-05-18 05:11:39 UTC  

hey fam u got a goal to better urself and that's good for urself