well shit

ive been in a odd spott

that said, females simply don't exist in my social circles

maybe ur not in enough

i ironically question the existence of two sexes at times

tfw never live under kieven rus

even my most isolated friends know some

like a tall autist estonian guy ik

tbf I'm probably socially awkward because I moved across country into the 8th grade, and I was never exactly the popular kid, so I didn't naturally find a group

well I know the ones that exist in public that is

but that doesn't really do shit

ive been popular and like non existant to others before in school

I literally never did my homework because I'd play Roblox all day every day

popularity isnt something so great

I always hund out with nerds ig

i just suck at convos with most people

playing pokemon in the hall in shit

i hanged out with every crowd in early high school years

omg Peter noooo

but i resented nearly everyone later on

I haven't made a proper friend in school since middle school

or proper IRL friend in general really

eh i could say the same

i havent met anyone really either

same, it's been over six years now

who i consider a good friend

i still talk to my middle school friends

i don't live in that area anymore though

I lost touch with them

i wish i chose better and shit in my earlier highschool and gradeschool years

bad choices n shit

same

i justify my lack of friends as me being focused on academics

i left for the military and now my social skills have been deteriorating and im in a shit place

😦

losing touch with people

at least im doing ok in that regard

I ended up repeating 10th, getting transferred to an alternative school (nice school ngl), but ended up playing nothing but BTD5 so I was then given the option to get a GED instead