Thanks..

Im not a so tolerant

Person

She told me she didnt care if I were to kill myself anymore

I still found myself with some irl friend being gay even tho im way against it

Lots of trans have suicidal issues ive heard tho dont they?

Why could that be I wonder

I mean so many people are supportive of us and we're totally treated well

Cant look approval from others

Not a good idea

I dont yet ive still found some as time goes

I mean when you're just a kid and your parents who you thought loved you turn you away and call you disgusting its gonna traumatise anyone

Im not as able to relate well with you there

Ive hated mine as far back as early early years

Mine were great and since I had no friends they were like everything to me

My past years were traumatic according to a friend since he said it causes you to see it hazey like

Which is why it shocked me so much that they could turn me away so easily

My face is mega smooth

The feeling of betrayl is sudden and shocking

Had some shit put on it

I was betrayed by everyone ik once

like skin care shit

Wow u put shit

Poopman

Hahaha

Now I’m smooth as baby shit

Doodoo face

Hahaha

No, this is nice girly facial cleanser

Tfw I have a vivid memory of being like 14 and getting a kitten, and trying to hold and love him

Feel good

And he runs away from me

But nice try poopman

I killed a kitten by accident once

And I start crying saying to myself not even an animal can love me..

V traumatic

My mom said i made a bird get disowned by its family

And that I scared it to deatth

When i tried taking care of it

Fuck, i got wrong doom.wad

You probably did you can’t fuck with birds