Message from @cheetah

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2019-08-20 22:43:38 UTC  

it's pretty hard to explain if you don't have it

2019-08-20 22:43:44 UTC  

it's hard to put into words

2019-08-20 22:44:11 UTC  

The scariest thing for is fear of my own mortality

2019-08-20 22:44:12 UTC  

you acknowledge yourself talking and wake up cause of it

2019-08-20 22:44:20 UTC  

one time i woke up i didnt know where tf i was or who i am

2019-08-20 22:44:33 UTC  

it was for like 10 seconds

2019-08-20 22:44:34 UTC  

Lmaoo

2019-08-20 22:44:36 UTC  

for me it's like short term memory loss

2019-08-20 22:45:07 UTC  

Yeah I can’t remember any of my dreams sometimes until I wake up

2019-08-20 22:45:13 UTC  

I’ve been slacking

2019-08-20 22:45:26 UTC  

I didn’t remember anything last night

2019-08-20 22:45:33 UTC  

The night before I had a cool dream

2019-08-20 22:45:36 UTC  

yeah derealization is kinda like that @(slowed + reverb)

2019-08-20 22:45:37 UTC  

i think of it as short term amnesia

2019-08-20 22:45:41 UTC  

when it hits me i'm like wait who am i again

2019-08-20 22:45:46 UTC  

its p spooks

2019-08-20 22:45:54 UTC  

and it can go on for a whole day and leave me fucked for a bit

2019-08-20 22:46:15 UTC  

you feel dizzy and schizophrenic

2019-08-20 22:46:47 UTC  

and everything feels surreal

2019-08-20 22:46:48 UTC  

or more like unreal

2019-08-20 22:47:03 UTC  

i havent remembered a dream in months

2019-08-20 22:47:36 UTC  

sometimes I remember a dream but I'm not sure if I really dreamed it or if my brain is fucking with me

2019-08-20 22:47:40 UTC  

oh also skeep can you give me my stuff back

2019-08-20 22:47:45 UTC  

I was coming home from war and went to this gas station to celebrate and I remember falling on the floor collapsing in happiness to be home. This rude fucker tho ran me over in the parking lot and I was on his hood smashing his car. When he stepped out I started punching the fuck out of his fat face. He drove one of those big Lincoln town cars from the 70s and it was tan or brown and he was fat and wore like a white button up

2019-08-20 22:47:46 UTC  

Yes

2019-08-20 22:47:55 UTC  

cuz i fell in lava a few hours ago

2019-08-20 22:48:00 UTC  

some slugma literally pulled me in

2019-08-20 22:48:09 UTC  

Also I was a chad when I was at war, carrying like a ton of shit with super strength

2019-08-20 22:48:13 UTC  

Was a cool dream

2019-08-20 22:48:20 UTC  

you went to war?

2019-08-20 22:48:24 UTC  

Yes

2019-08-20 22:48:32 UTC  

oh that's a dream

2019-08-20 22:48:35 UTC  

I’m not at my computer rn @cheetah

2019-08-20 22:48:38 UTC  

I hear you tho

2019-08-20 22:48:45 UTC  

I’ll be there in a second

2019-08-20 22:48:54 UTC  

tyt fren

2019-08-20 22:48:55 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/511428611727687690/613504769193148416/image0.jpg

2019-08-20 22:49:02 UTC  

I’m in bed

2019-08-20 22:49:08 UTC  

I’ll get on in a few mins

2019-08-20 22:49:42 UTC  

In my dream there was nothing war related going on tho, mostly hiking through mountains and carrying shit no fights

2019-08-20 22:49:55 UTC  

But everyone wore those unis like in Vietnam