You dont get new friends by wallowing in self pity all day

I dont

@Deleted User I won't lie, this is a lot easier talk about this stuff face to face, but you shouldn't put yourself down. You got a life ahead of yourself, you can work towards your success. Hating yourself is crippling yourself.

Im only ever like this on discord

If you can't pursue the things you want now, broaden the things you want

>Everyone is better than me
Get better than.
>I havent had any friends for 3 years
Get some friends then.
>I dont feel like I can pursue the things I want
Stop wanting them then.
>I can't relate to any of my peers
Good most of them are fucking retards
>I hate myself(edited)
Become someone you dont hate
>Im obnoxious
You aren't.
>Im unfunny
Learn to be funny then.
>Im disgusting and degenerate
Stop giving a shit.

100% of your problems are solvable

I mean

Just get some friends lol

It gets way harder when you're older

Just get some friends nigga lmao

Yeah

So you should do it now

while you're still in school

Ive been trying

Get people who like being around you while you still have the chance

Then keep trying

@Deleted User like how?

@Deleted User try club

yeah just find people with similar interests

or just hit up a classmate that doesn't seem like a total dickhead

the trick is to not give a shit if they like you

I talk my classmates

Thats good

@Deleted User alright, you got something started

Try bonding with one that you like being around with

Even if it seems like were having a good time in class outside of class they pretend like I dont exist 90% of the time

@Deleted User is that the case, or is that how you feel ?

that sounds like a you thing

nigga talk to them outside of class

"Hey dude can I get some paper"
"Yeah sure here you go"
"Oh thanks man"

This is how social interaction works

^

I do that

Im not socially inept

then you have friends

congratulations

I dont

the tight, meaningful bonds you see on tv are a myth

No thats not true

yes, it is

@Deleted User do you get anxious when you have large groups around people you want to talk ?