I had a bad episode last night of the old cryin

just listening to old sentimental music...thinking about how I pissed away my 20s on absolute cretins who weren't worth my time

well that and a fairly decent sized drug and booze habit.

I mean I'm all gud now....not perfect but I definitely mourn the loss of those years for sure.

Aaaa jp is gonna get a hug too

its all gonna work out

for everyone...hopefully

Everyone is gonna make it

im 20 and a virgin, am sad

it can turn around

my problems are pretty minor compared how they were....and the memory of them and how bad things were serves as a reminder that things do improve with time and you never know whats around the corner

I've been homeless, drug and alcohol addicted, in abusive relationships, in jail.....the list goes on.....and yet here I am 8 years later in my own apartment with my 7 year old son.

its not great or anything but its certainly an improvement, no? lol

lol had to share this

fuckin mood

ive been homeless, sent to an asylum for a week. :v

im also drug addicted...... on estrogen

oh yeah the mental hospital stuff yep

know that feel famalam

tbh it helped me put a lot into perspective to see people worse than I was

it was also nice to not feel anything for a couple months

IDK what they gave me but gimme some more of that shit nigga

Makes me glad I've never been homeless or addicted, just family issues

ye I feel that bear...I really do....my fam disowned me and even now I'm clean 8 years just gone the day after paddys day and have a son and my own business they still wont talk to me

its the worst...beat me up....throw me in jail....make me homeless....but being fucked over by your own family

is the worst

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this chat is gonna make me cry

yeah I think enough sadposting for now

on with the usual programming of cummies, racism, twitter and video games

Thankfully my folks still talk to me, but we're strained at best

crying circle time

Bruh speaking of vidya

Sekiro is fun, but I'm shit awful at it

Just gonna have to give everyone pats

we all gonna make it

just gotta push on through and give no fucks....or at least as few as we can afford to give

800% that

seriously though half the problems and barriers are in our own head

I learned it really late on in life.....but yeah its easier said than done sadly..but its definitely what you wanna be working on

when you have no fucks to give and focus on yourself and people you love everything else falls into place

you stop worrying about superficial bullshit and just become thankfull for a roof over your head, a full belly, a computer, some internet and some friends

not gonna make it

we aint gonna make it on twitter dot com anyways

how long before we all jump ship and my only virtual cope is fucking ruined

fuck

thats depressing

its been decided!

I am founding a cult/compound/enclave dick girl harem in coastal oregon

we will live off the land and only contact the outside world to red pill people on the JQ

racism? everyone knows racism doesnt exist, because theres only one race, the rest arent even human let alone a race.

well I mean if they insist on behaving like animals...which they do then yes

there are always outliers but they can fuck off and make their own shithole outside of mine

i act like an animal when its cummy time

this is acceptable in the ethnostate