Message from @GCMoney

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2020-02-25 05:51:27 UTC  

I'm really lazy about it and I need to fix that

2020-02-25 05:51:29 UTC  

Part of why I like working where I do

2020-02-25 05:51:40 UTC  

@Skoal me neither. im a total introvert even still. i forced myself to fake being good at liking people

2020-02-25 05:51:43 UTC  

I can go in and do my job and go home without having to suck anyone’s dick

2020-02-25 05:51:50 UTC  

I hate my dumbass adhd brain that won’t let me work

2020-02-25 05:52:19 UTC  

You'll get better at it with time

2020-02-25 05:52:29 UTC  

@Cryrosphere hey man dont let that get you down. im the same way and i stopped taking meds and learned how to keep productive

2020-02-25 05:52:29 UTC  

I still like people. And can get along with them just fine

2020-02-25 05:52:43 UTC  

His feeds were off, and a long stringer of steel was coming off his part. When he tried to clear it, it wrapped his hand spinning at 1200 rpm. Gave him a spiral cut around his hand to the bone.

Back later that day with a cast covering most his forearm saying he would be back tomorrow, the absolute champion

2020-02-25 05:52:48 UTC  

Albiet its super tough @Cryrosphere

2020-02-25 05:53:09 UTC  

It’s like you’re possessed by yourself

2020-02-25 05:53:18 UTC  

My trick is to take large tasks and break them down into a billion little games

2020-02-25 05:53:29 UTC  

yeah i reat a shit ton about psychology and rewiring your own brain

2020-02-25 05:53:38 UTC  

took a fuckin decade lol

2020-02-25 05:53:43 UTC  

Same lol

2020-02-25 05:53:48 UTC  

Just don’t like it

2020-02-25 05:53:50 UTC  

eyy on the right track

2020-02-25 05:53:53 UTC  

yeah its tough

2020-02-25 05:54:03 UTC  

i look at it as a necessity if i want my kids to have a good life tho

2020-02-25 05:54:19 UTC  

Yeah I don’t have a wife or kids so i have less motivation

2020-02-25 05:54:39 UTC  

@Skoal me neither. i just keep my expectations too high so that im always reaching

2020-02-25 05:54:41 UTC  

@Cryrosphere If you find something you're passionate about it helps a lot with that

2020-02-25 05:54:50 UTC  

I've had similar issues

2020-02-25 05:54:55 UTC  

I know but rn with schoolwork and shit goddamn is my life hell

2020-02-25 05:55:11 UTC  

Not searching for pity i’m just so fucking frustrated

2020-02-25 05:55:18 UTC  

@Cryrosphere life is hell for literally everyone. life is never going to be easy

2020-02-25 05:55:21 UTC  

Its still tough for me to deal with it, but having a reason to do it helps a lot

2020-02-25 05:56:12 UTC  

If you can find a goal to work towards that you care about, it makes the work you're doing to get there actually mean something

2020-02-25 05:56:29 UTC  

finding a coping mechanism works. I ironically think about how useless everything is bc we're all just floating cells with no free choice. From that point im like "if i can do whatever i want, im just going to be the best fucking person i can be then laugh about it on my deathbed"

2020-02-25 05:56:47 UTC  

its grim, but life is too so yeet

2020-02-25 05:57:14 UTC  

Lemme give you your propers @GCMoney

2020-02-25 05:57:38 UTC  

Im really just working for doom eternal at this point

2020-02-25 05:57:49 UTC  

Idk what that means exactly but I’ve heard a nigger at work say it so it has to be cool

2020-02-25 05:58:18 UTC  

Im getting the collector’s edition and when it gets released i will actually cry tears of joy

2020-02-25 05:58:26 UTC  

when life gives you onions, rub that shit in your eyes, then burn life's house down

2020-02-25 05:58:43 UTC  

When does doom come out

2020-02-25 05:58:59 UTC  

The 20th of march

2020-02-25 05:59:04 UTC  

@anon.8888 That sounds pretty crazy. I hope he doesn't lose his hand

2020-02-25 05:59:22 UTC  

I’m tryna get the valve index for the half life alyx release

2020-02-25 05:59:33 UTC  

Ah i respect that

2020-02-25 05:59:49 UTC  

> Lemme give you your propers @GCMoney
@Skoal propers? never heard that context either lol but does sound cool