Message from @CSPAN

Discord ID: 489419254530310164


2018-09-12 12:55:23 UTC  

for fucks sake

2018-09-12 12:55:26 UTC  

Clearly not a loser then @drive

2018-09-12 12:55:27 UTC  

hahaha

2018-09-12 12:55:33 UTC  

i think there are too many things that coalesce into why people become trans

2018-09-12 12:55:39 UTC  

eh i've been locked in my room for like 8 years

2018-09-12 12:55:46 UTC  

pretty much a fucking loser

2018-09-12 12:55:47 UTC  

Lol

2018-09-12 12:55:51 UTC  

a lot of it has to do with jacking off in a computer chair so often you start getting turned on by your own dick

2018-09-12 12:56:05 UTC  

used to be really addicted to porn aswell

2018-09-12 12:56:09 UTC  

i used to be very degenerate

2018-09-12 12:56:13 UTC  

Porn is gross

2018-09-12 12:56:16 UTC  

yeah

2018-09-12 12:56:16 UTC  

it is

2018-09-12 12:56:21 UTC  

you watch it though

2018-09-12 12:56:36 UTC  

Subsidises your porn addiction with a God addiction

2018-09-12 12:56:49 UTC  

i'm not proud of this shit

2018-09-12 12:57:09 UTC  

i'd rather be honest and say that i'm improving than just say i'm some kinda chad christian perfect person

2018-09-12 12:57:16 UTC  

yeah improvement is the key

2018-09-12 12:57:19 UTC  

be better than you were yesterday

2018-09-12 12:57:20 UTC  

always

2018-09-12 12:57:23 UTC  

and see where that gets you

2018-09-12 12:57:23 UTC  

I'm not perfect

2018-09-12 12:57:55 UTC  

if you made tiny incremental improvements to yourself over a long span of time you'd end up a man among men

2018-09-12 12:58:05 UTC  

that's what i'm trying to do

2018-09-12 12:58:13 UTC  

Be the Übermensch

2018-09-12 12:58:18 UTC  

no one can realistically ask more of you

2018-09-12 12:58:22 UTC  

man, this NPC meme shit is fucked up

2018-09-12 12:58:32 UTC  

I can't tell if it's making me think in words more

2018-09-12 12:58:58 UTC  

Not the natsoc Übermensch. The actual Nietzchean Übermensch

2018-09-12 13:00:11 UTC  

i think i'm making progress, working out more, eating a little better, only giving into dopamine ocassionally

2018-09-12 13:00:39 UTC  

there's nothing wrong with pleasure but it needs to be present in your life only as a suitable reward for worthy effort

2018-09-12 13:00:58 UTC  

yeah. not good to eat junky junk and masturbate all day then vidya and all that shit

2018-09-12 13:01:01 UTC  

i've been doing that for years

2018-09-12 13:01:04 UTC  

it's fucked me so much

2018-09-12 13:01:05 UTC  

i wish i knew man

2018-09-12 13:01:06 UTC  

wish i knew

2018-09-12 13:01:18 UTC  

when i started working i realized how much more enjoyable it made my leisure time

2018-09-12 13:02:06 UTC  

never satiate yourself in anything

2018-09-12 13:02:13 UTC  

yeah balance is key.

2018-09-12 13:02:21 UTC  

everything in moderation

2018-09-12 13:02:43 UTC  

the extreme hedonism of our society is truly crippling people