Message from @CSPAN
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for fucks sake
hahaha
i think there are too many things that coalesce into why people become trans
eh i've been locked in my room for like 8 years
pretty much a fucking loser
Lol
a lot of it has to do with jacking off in a computer chair so often you start getting turned on by your own dick
used to be really addicted to porn aswell
i used to be very degenerate
Porn is gross
yeah
it is
you watch it though
Subsidises your porn addiction with a God addiction
i'm not proud of this shit
i'd rather be honest and say that i'm improving than just say i'm some kinda chad christian perfect person
yeah improvement is the key
be better than you were yesterday
always
I'm not perfect
if you made tiny incremental improvements to yourself over a long span of time you'd end up a man among men
that's what i'm trying to do
Be the Übermensch
no one can realistically ask more of you
man, this NPC meme shit is fucked up
I can't tell if it's making me think in words more
Not the natsoc Übermensch. The actual Nietzchean Übermensch
i think i'm making progress, working out more, eating a little better, only giving into dopamine ocassionally
there's nothing wrong with pleasure but it needs to be present in your life only as a suitable reward for worthy effort
yeah. not good to eat junky junk and masturbate all day then vidya and all that shit
i've been doing that for years
it's fucked me so much
i wish i knew man
wish i knew
when i started working i realized how much more enjoyable it made my leisure time
never satiate yourself in anything
yeah balance is key.
everything in moderation
the extreme hedonism of our society is truly crippling people