But oh hey look

only cost you money

I’m still flat broke

Because you don't have a full time job

duh

which is because you're in shcool

Which you will now take longer to graduate from because you switched majors after three years.

and into a far lower paying job as well.

Wouldn’t it have been nice

I love my truck

If that pressure to take a major I hated to survive

Weren’t there?

Go to Phipps.

@Jek Porkins What did you do TO your truck today?

Take a load off

?

lol idk

I know what school he goes to, there's a very peaceful conservatory across the street

I’d probably want to paint the followers there

Perfect

Use that as your relaxation.

What do you mean?

Jesus hell, this place is turning into a halfway house

Well based on your previous statements you seemed pretty stressed in engineering, but it's also the way out of your predicament.

Hell, do your homework in Phipps.

Yeah I don’t think flowers will make me unhate Engineering

It can relax you though, help destress.

Nowadays it's all about skilled labor

You don’t know what I was like during those three years

I walked around waiting to die

@Jek Porkins Don't feed the victim narrative

I do, cause I used to be in a similar spot.

What?

Hoping some freak accident would occur to put me out of my misery

@Jek Porkins They've been here for hours, whining about their self-imposed problems

I don’t think flowers would have helped

Skilled labor is where the money is

I did not self impose the fear which led me to take engineering in the first place

And led to three wasted years

There are multiple times in my life where I've held a knife to my wrist or neck and thought for a few minutes, trust me, I've been there.

And now you're wasting more with "creative writing"