Jesus hell, this place is turning into a halfway house

Well based on your previous statements you seemed pretty stressed in engineering, but it's also the way out of your predicament.

Hell, do your homework in Phipps.

Yeah I don’t think flowers will make me unhate Engineering

It can relax you though, help destress.

Nowadays it's all about skilled labor

You don’t know what I was like during those three years

I walked around waiting to die

@Jek Porkins Don't feed the victim narrative

I do, cause I used to be in a similar spot.

What?

Hoping some freak accident would occur to put me out of my misery

@Jek Porkins They've been here for hours, whining about their self-imposed problems

I don’t think flowers would have helped

Skilled labor is where the money is

I did not self impose the fear which led me to take engineering in the first place

And led to three wasted years

There are multiple times in my life where I've held a knife to my wrist or neck and thought for a few minutes, trust me, I've been there.

And now you're wasting more with "creative writing"

What would you be afraid of that would make you go into engineering lol

Not being able to survive other wise

Lol what

Nigga I drive a truck and survive pretty damn well

I’ve done everything I could for engineering

@Mint Maka How much do your scholarships pay for?

I’m not going back

🤦🏻

Like 90% about

Rest is federal loans

I can't believe I'm paying for this guy

If you we're to drop out right now and go full time on $11 an hour you could survive fairly easily.

Especially if you're making some extra on the side from art and writing.

Yeah but I hate that job

Sometimes you gotta work what you can until you find something you like.

That’s why I was asking about bartending

You think I love driving a Truck?

Sounds like a job where I can get writing ideas too

If you can get really good at bartending, then yes, go for that.

But you'll have to keep working your current job while you get really good.

But how does one get good, I hardly know anything about alcohol

Just approximately how much it takes me to get drunk