Message from @Deleted User

Discord ID: 645193742889910273


2019-11-16 09:27:20 UTC  

<:vargsmug:639999539192922123>

2019-11-16 09:27:26 UTC  

it makes no sense for it to be the most important thing

2019-11-16 09:27:30 UTC  

or the one thing or w/e

2019-11-16 09:27:36 UTC  

and not like 'stars' or whatever

2019-11-16 09:27:39 UTC  

I mean people

2019-11-16 09:27:48 UTC  

and events

2019-11-16 09:27:52 UTC  

and nature

2019-11-16 09:28:24 UTC  

🤘🏻

2019-11-16 09:28:24 UTC  

I see my life as a story but I'm not the main character
if that makes sense

2019-11-16 09:28:43 UTC  

no one is the main

2019-11-16 09:28:49 UTC  

we are all bricks in teh wall

2019-11-16 09:28:59 UTC  

or whatever metophor you would choose to use for it

2019-11-16 09:29:00 UTC  

Yes
All we have is "us"

2019-11-16 09:29:13 UTC  

I also don't see myself as the 'main guy', I'm more comfortable being a trusted comrade to a leader

2019-11-16 09:29:17 UTC  

who I can also trust

2019-11-16 09:29:29 UTC  

I think the relationship of liege to liegeman was an important one

2019-11-16 09:29:31 UTC  

Yeah me too, you should learn how to take leadership when needed though.

2019-11-16 09:29:32 UTC  

and a beautiful one

2019-11-16 09:29:34 UTC  

that has been lost

2019-11-16 09:29:35 UTC  

I'm with panik, I don't see how there can be a main character

2019-11-16 09:30:25 UTC  

cogs in the machine

2019-11-16 09:30:32 UTC  

we need to control the machine though

2019-11-16 09:30:37 UTC  

anyway we can

2019-11-16 09:30:50 UTC  

ofc take leadership when its needed, I mean as a lieutenant

2019-11-16 09:30:56 UTC  

But at the same time
I'm just staring at this fire
And I don't see how there can't be a god

2019-11-16 09:31:01 UTC  

Aka I'm a simp

2019-11-16 09:31:03 UTC  

I would have no problem following someone

2019-11-16 09:31:10 UTC  

yeah, lieutenants are cool

2019-11-16 09:31:13 UTC  

i was an nco

2019-11-16 09:31:23 UTC  

for a while

2019-11-16 09:31:29 UTC  

ah ok

2019-11-16 09:31:44 UTC  

I got to the point where i was over nco's

2019-11-16 09:32:00 UTC  

But this God gives me nothing to die for
I would die for man

2019-11-16 09:32:03 UTC  

then you get too much management

2019-11-16 09:32:08 UTC  

imo, i love the tech

2019-11-16 09:33:00 UTC  

I decided that long ago

2019-11-16 09:33:24 UTC  

God is too sterile and abstract

2019-11-16 09:33:27 UTC  

of an idea

2019-11-16 09:33:29 UTC  

At some level I think all of this is just wanting something to die for

2019-11-16 09:33:30 UTC  

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