fear of failing a percieved commitment

its also things like, 'if I don't make it home before the hour changes, something bad will happen'

Fellas is predestination real

only god knows

if god were real I don't see how it couldn't be

Eternal recurrence

If every atom in the universe is just playing out one massive chemical reaction

it's just a chemistry formula

unless humans are magic

as Banjod would say

on the other hand aren't there enough atoms in the universe to write down that formula on^^

I will never swallow the atheist pill
because I believe in miracles
or I like to
maybe need to

atheists are very envious and bad people

who can't stand the harsh coldness of them (in solitude) vs the universe so they begin hating on those who have the answer and slander them as stupid and chosing the easy pill for meaning in life

atheists are disgusting

Idk Earthquakes

Scary

I think I'm just a remarkably smart simp
And I'm okay with it

I need a God

And if it's a cope idgaf

idk to me there are just more interesting things

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it makes no sense for it to be the most important thing

or the one thing or w/e

and not like 'stars' or whatever

I mean people

and events

and nature

https://youtu.be/wbNFMCN_BPI

🤘🏻

I see my life as a story but I'm not the main character
if that makes sense

no one is the main

we are all bricks in teh wall

or whatever metophor you would choose to use for it

Yes
All we have is "us"

I also don't see myself as the 'main guy', I'm more comfortable being a trusted comrade to a leader

who I can also trust

I think the relationship of liege to liegeman was an important one

Yeah me too, you should learn how to take leadership when needed though.

and a beautiful one

that has been lost