Fuguer, I have quite literally never been happy. And I refuse to take SSRIs to give me a stable mood every now and again. This is the burden I have to deal with and so be it. But achieving my goals will honestly do nothing for me. I can wake up to a world where all my political views have been implemented and I will still not be happy or satisfied. This is how my brain's clockwork operates. Yet I still do not give up. I will moan like a bitch perpetually but I will not give up.

The summer was hell for me, and even then I managed to ace TWO dissertations

If youve never happy you should try something different

Either ssris or move

Go become a monk or explorer

Destroy your attachment to material happiness. It is a fire that leads to destruction.
Grow your spirit and eat of the fruit of heaven. This is what gives sustenance no physical matter can provide.

maybe you'd be happier as a woman?

How do I deal with the fact that my ex is long distance dating and meeting a Russian(or some kind of Slavic) with Asian eyes? I used to be happy for ex that they get to pass down these beautiful genes to their children, but now it looks like they will just create more Asians. What do I do?

I dont think you quite understand what atypical depression is Fuguer

@Epic Style Maybe consider giving up the search for happiness. I don't think such a thing is actually possible, so it may be worthwhile to give it up.

@Rody Le Cid judging from my past, no

I may have to kill them in Minecraft

@Finntronaut I don't really search for it. I gave that up a while ago. I just sort of pray for it.

I see no difference between the two.

@Cascade why do you know if your ex is dating d20

Gender dysphoria my ass

We are all just energy that's changing form all the time; our death is just energy changing forms and the complete erradication of the ego <:smug:639989438285611010>

carl is top tier bait

@Vanessa Cross shut

ghey take sam

I am not happy. Often when my parents tell me something, I yell

We are all the same; there is only one energy; universal energy <:dab:395562678153904128>

Glorified nihilism @Vanessa Cross

femoid position

Where I my nobel prize <:big_brained:396156349676781569>

Holy shit I can't

is this the thing youre gonna talk about for the next 3 weeks and then change to something opposite? @Vanessa Cross

foids

man

smh

omg this femoid shit

@Angry. yes <:smug:639989438285611010>

when you die your conscience ie. you is gone

cope more

Because they're posting in Tumblr cute pics and surname is Slavic

we're all just star dust guys

<:steflol:561214382181318656>

Yes, but the energy that makes us is eternal; death is an illusion; wake up sheep @Deleted User

Really, every particle that your body has ever consisted of has existed before you and will continue to exist after you. So are you really anything if you can be destroyed?

wow and?

that says nothing