You ever wake up and realize you don’t belong?

well you believe in God so that's a great start.

@Deleted User my grandmother looks straight up like Pocahontas lol.

You don’t have anyone to call your own? That you have no history

No culture.

me somewhat but your reasonsare different

Nothing

yea that's the problem

It just creeps in my mind. I have nothing. Even my origin

and why I suggested baha'i

It comes from two people mixing their racial identity

yea that really sucks

@volkisch7 my grandmother is a mixed woman as wel

@Eternal Entropy it does

I don't envy your situation

There are negative things associated with being mixed race. But it probably isn't the end of the world, especially in todays age

@Eternal Entropy bahai is high cuckery.

I'm not an ethno-nationalist tho

I'm sorry man

@Eternal Entropy I know and have known a few mixed people, and it's always hard. It's unfair on the kids and selfish of the parents.

But I think it would be better, it just isn't going to happen

@volkisch7 my great grandfather on my mother side was a white European man from Scotland and my great grandmother from my dad side was German

is...... i-is that... WOJAK???!!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGHGHGHGH HOLY FUCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKK WOJAK YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS OH MY HOLY FUCKING GOD FUCKING WOJAK YESSSSSSSSSS

@Eternal Entropy you don’t have to apologize. There’s nothing you can do about it and you didn’t cause it. I can only try to live with what I have. And break this cycle for any kids I have

@Deleted User Northern Africa or sub-Saharan?

@Deleted User yeah the white in me is celtic irish and latin spainish so.

@Smoke the black comes from@the Caribbean. Jamaica. But possible I have North African roots

What’s really odd

Is as a baby

I had blonde curly hair

And blue eyes.

It’s change to hazel eyes now

And dirty blonde hair.

Mostly my hair is brown

you in the US? Old family American?

With the blonde still there a bit

@Smoke yes I am from the US

never apologize for your racial blood

MY family came to the US via my grandmother

@Deleted User wait ur spiritualsailor