then 100% black and white

More like 100% black and blue

Greetings

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Kicked out of my GOP district by faggot district chairperson and his fat fag hags.
No I'm not gonna read siege now.

So. How do I join TWP?

Gun were perfectly legal in Nazi Germany, he lifted laws made by the Weimar which made gun ownership illegal, he literally let people have guns again.

Lowered the age from 20 to 18. Pro gun

Jews were not allowed to own guns, that was his only law.

Germany had gun clubs etc.

I wish I’d stop having panic attacks at work...

Seems reasonable to me.

Home early again

But at least I’m not taking drugs

Is your boss getting annoyed?

No but disappointed

It sucks having to do

But it feels like I’m having a heart attack and I’m shaking and trembling so bad and I’m dizzy while driving

It’s a whole mess

I just had to leave

I even had a hard time expressing that I needed to leave

Anxiety is a motherfucker after being medicated for years

Trying to get through this as tough as I can but sometimes it’s too much and I have breakdowns

Sounds weak as fuck

But I need to talk to someone about this shit and I’m sure my gf gets annoyed

damn dude I'm sorry to hear you're going through this. Weakness would b e continuing the drugs my man

Tryin to calm back down

Strength is what you are doing now

Thanks man. As weak as I feel, I want to know that going through this drug free is the strength

Its huge and I know how the brain plays games. Stay strong and keep straight. Some days are better than others, but overall you are making progress and that's all that matters.

Like you said...you've been medicated for years,

so its going to take time and pain and effort and fuking determination to get through this.

we all got your back

Yeah most days are fine but it seems like about once a week I have a bad panic attack and can’t drive or work

I’m trying to recalibrate my brain and get myself fully used to having to calm itself down

Like, I couldn’t even be a degenerate and smoke weed right now

It would make it worse

I literally have to just calm myself down

No substances

You literally have to rewire your brain, its nuts. Medication has made its own neural pathways over the years and those pathways are now slowly dying and the brain has to figure out what to do.

Have you been able to pinpoint anything in particular that precedes the panic? Or it just happens?

Mostly just driving

But I’m a delivery driver