Hey all. Reposting this thread minus the psycho-babble. So, basically, something I've been feeling lately, wants to return everything to True Null - literally nothing. The End. Period. No more physical world, no more time. No more people, no more minds. The mind of God once again, becomes still as a sea of glass. I'm not what this entity is. Or why it wants this - I have perceived nature to be a Demonic Rose, with thorns that drink blood from the 99% crucified, to feed the chosen few in it's petals at the top - to keep them red, and moist, and luscious for those born to good luck, good genetics, and good looks. This obviously is demonic, hideous, obscene, and makes the beauty of the Rose's head unworthy to be known as such for it's many thorns and blood-thirsty ways. Nature is therefor hideous, and not attractive. We should not be desiring "Life, and more of it", but Death - the sweet release of Death for all people, animals, and all matter and energy and all ghosts, demons, angels - everything. Everything should be freed from the hell this rose personifies. I believe magic might be able to help - if this entity can be locked down and located using occult techniques we can bring it to this world to end it already. So post here if you're interested.
