And i felt bad

Really bad

Not much you can do about it

I dont want to not be beside him now as well

I know

How close are you to him?

We were best friends for 10 years

_were_

After his mother fell ill

We lost touch

We didnt really talk that much

Are you autistic?

We barely went out

No

Legitimate question

I dont think so

Stop asking me that

And you didn’t accompany your friend through his mother’s illness because he wouldn’t come out?

I want to talk to people to know what to do

I tried

But he dostanced himself

I was always calling him

Asking him how he felt

But he wouldnt tell me anything

Maybe ask yourself why he distanced himself?

I was a bad friend i know

Maybe he didn’t want to be a degenerate?

What?

I’m relating previous posts

Forget about them

I am stupid i know

You get drunk and are depressed, maybe that’s why..?

And i act in weong ways

But i want to help him

I dont want to distance myself from him

I want to be tbere

But idk what to do

Help him by changing yourself, otherwise I wouldn’t want you close either

Being around depressive people when something like this happens won’t yield good results

I did not act depressed with him

I tried my best