damn

She was genuinely heartbroken about it

I still think about her sometimes

But idk

sadboi hours

I wasn’t able to justify moving

Fuck her she chose her career over you

if it makes you feel better, moving for a woman is generally a bad move

Dont lose any sleep over it

I know

but, i know that feeling to some extent

My uncle works as a bureaucrats for the government and all the women goes to get attention from one guy and when the guy is absent they go to my uncle

Even after she was gone she still held out hope for a while that id move

I think if you have a good head on your shoulders things workout

It is what it is

tbh I think most of the time we spend alone we forget how to utilize it

and I don't mean on building skills and whatnot

introspection and suffering are important tools to understand how to use

they make us better people

even if you are alone right now, you can develop a spiritual edge by parsing through the suffering

True Nay

it's kinda meant to be shitty, a lot of this

it's what separates us from the rest of humanity to an extent

That's why I'm such a beast. I'm a loner.

we aren't satisfied with how the world is, regardless of if you are a Christian or not, you aren't satisfied by how the world operates

Universally true that inputs = > outputs work best with some sort of struggle

aye

Yep

You can’t run from struggling and expect to find peace

I know

and how many people in our world do that? most?

Embrace the suck

hide in a bottle, hide in fucking ugly fat 3/10

Can’t get the people around me to grope with it

hide in meaningless relationships

aye, but you see it even if they don't

Yep

it's not reason to deny yourself reality

just because they can't see it

it’s starting to get depressing by proxy

reasonable*