lmao

yeah she didn't even show remorse or apologize

she said It was my fault

lmao

so many lmao

I am actually pretty sure some girls in town have successfully spread speculation about me being a womanizer or some gay shit

damn, gotta date girls out of town now

ironic seeing as i'm like the *sole* goddamn person in my social circle who is interested in monogamy

but yknow kinda have to go on a goddamn date before one could even womanize in the first place

*did you mean*: *"damn gotta be cheated on now"* @CremeForce

need that heartbreak to break into incel gentleman mode

i am already there

tfw dated a girl at the end of senior year of high school through the first semester of freshman year of college who was very shy, extremely cute (ran track, dat ass), sweet, and loved to just hangout and listen to me ramble about books I had read or current events (politics/history major), classic small town girl
tfw she broke up with me because she didn't feel comfortable with how much I went out and drank (we went to different universities, but they were only 45 minutes apart), mostly stemming from an argument we had after I missed our nightly facetime one friday and saturday and she said she felt like she was getting in the way of what I actually wanted to be doing
tfw didn't try very hard to convince her otherwise because I was a retard 18 year old that thought my first semester was so great I'm basically hot shot mcgee it'll all work out

Five degeneracy filled years later I think that's the decision in life I've regretted the most

thank you for reading my blog

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I dont know man
Sounds as if she used this as an excuse to dump you

definitely could be tbh

It has happened to me when i was meak and clingy

With my first gf

Live and learn

True, tbh I was pretty distant with her so I don't blame her. If you're too distant they leave, if you're too attached they leave, truly we live in a society

They leave. They all leave sooner or later

@Thundercat yeah it seems like that. She knew I'm a vfx artist and spend most of the day working on the computer and of course she said she was okay with that

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slowly she'd get very passive aggresive when I didn't immediately turn the pc off when she came home

I would even cut much of my usual time short to spend time with her

I think if we had went to the same college it would have been fine, but yeah they never end up being okay with things after the honeymoon phase

I told her straight up "this is what I do and nothing is gonna change it. ya dig?"


"YEAH OKAY I LOVE U"

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usually its the men who feel like shit after a breakup right?

anyways

no f

I am serene

Yeah there's something cruel about the way women approach relationships. They crush hard over an idealized image of the person they think they're head over heels lusting after. As the dude fails to live up to that impression and false hope, the bickering begins and picking fights and contempt builds until she strays

You really have to treat them borderline abusive

Lather rinse repeat

It even starts to get enjoyable after a while

And they love it

yeah thats the thing I told her how I am

but it seems she already had an idea of what she wanted but never told me