And I'm unhappy with her inability to own her shit

That's it

Again not trying to pointlessly bitch here

Idk. I'm going to try the meal prep thing, worst case I become a fucking health god

Which sounds incredible

So fuck it

Sounds like a good plan

Update: so we went to the grocery and I bought like $200 of raw unprocessed ingredients, had mashed potatoes, grilled chicken breast, and marsala mushroom sauce for dinner

There ain't shit for unhealthy food in my house anymore

Bought her Tupperware to put premake food in

Oath. Nice move.

Noice

Good shit homie

Now I gotta get on that meal prep shit

@thedarkness05 let's do it

Yee

So, my transfer fell through, and a girl that was so nice to me in high school committed suicide last night.

Fuck

This planet

@Foxhound I'm sorry to hear that, man. Everyone is struggling in their own way. It's tough to catch it before it gets bad

@Foxhound my condolences

My cousin did the same thing weeks ago

She was one of the only ones that was kind to me

I honestly don't know how much more I can take

I understand

Me neither

Won't say what you should do cuz we're on the same boat

All I can say is: you're not alone

Stick to your kin. We take care of each other

@Foxhound fuck dude I'm praying for you

Honestly?

I barely knew her

But she was always, ALWAYS, so fucking kind to me.

Everyone was busy bullying the fuck out of me and she was just nice.

Why is it always the ones that are so good that go so soon?

Because the good/intelligent see reality as it is

Two edged knife unfortunately

I don't understand it.

Idiots and retards (like pedos and sort) can't see nothing if not themselves. Good people tend to see more than themselves, they know other people have feelings. But they get emotionally vulnerable

Dunno how to explain

@Sir Harndes @Foxhound

Awareness is pain because you realize theres more suffering than what you're feeling. Even if you have compassion fatigue, your awareness makes you realize you effect others realities or their awarenesses as well.