I was born in 2001 and grew up in late 360 era gaming, overall though music and philosophy wise pretty doomer, been on 4chan for 5 years now, since all the way back as a wee edgelord of 13 who listened to dubstep and drank endless Mountain Dew, those were days. Game nights in halo reach custom games. Shitty banana posting, anonymoos, gamergate an age pre irony is hard to comprehend now. minus months of infancy, I’ve lived in a nation always at war, I’ve lived my whole life thinking anywhere I go I could be shot stabbed or blown up by someone angry at the world but decided trying to change it was too much work. I grew up watching terminator aliens and Kim possible but then was told I was intolerant as a privileged white straight male and others deserve more than me because of their race, any male characters I liked as a kid should be replaced with women or minorities because they need role models more. I’ve been depressed for seven years was suicidal for about 5 of those years. It still comes. I’ve seen people turn to hatred of races on both sides of politics while government policies get worse. We were on the right path, why did we fail so horribly?
