You’re not even really a “woman”, are you under this current system? You are an “Individual”. A duty to consume and partake in pleasures, this is a show of allegiance. “Have sex”, if you will.
Not doing these things is suspicious, among a group. Followers being such will pick up on the subtle ques of what is expected of them and conform accordingly.
Your “self” the “Self” etc. this is what I mean in capitalizing “Within” the mind or inner world we all create for ourselves in which there’s a completely different stream of consciousness going in than the one portrayed to other people.
You’re a different person Within. Which can’t be conveyed or articulated to anyone else ever, but is often attempted (poorly) via fashion, tattoos and other very consumptive things.
