Message from @DEUS-DURAN

Discord ID: 621179147821121549


2019-09-11 03:01:50 UTC  

if they love you they'll udnerstand and be supportive even if they give oyu shit at first

2019-09-11 03:02:01 UTC  

why

2019-09-11 03:02:05 UTC  

And if I love them then I can’t do that

2019-09-11 03:02:10 UTC  

ok

2019-09-11 03:02:13 UTC  

My mom is very emotional and

2019-09-11 03:02:17 UTC  

well, suffer with the liberals then

2019-09-11 03:02:22 UTC  

oh i see

2019-09-11 03:02:31 UTC  

She can’t get over her dads death still

2019-09-11 03:02:39 UTC  

If I did that she’d break

2019-09-11 03:02:44 UTC  

how did her dad die

2019-09-11 03:02:48 UTC  

Heart attack

2019-09-11 03:02:53 UTC  

oh?

2019-09-11 03:02:53 UTC  

Like last year

2019-09-11 03:03:09 UTC  

what does you joining the military have to do with that ?

2019-09-11 03:03:15 UTC  

og because you might die

2019-09-11 03:03:21 UTC  

Yeah

2019-09-11 03:03:30 UTC  

I mean she worries about that anyway

2019-09-11 03:03:44 UTC  

I put them through hell when I was institutionalized

2019-09-11 03:03:56 UTC  

I can’t ever let anything like that happen again

2019-09-11 03:04:01 UTC  

It was selfish of me

2019-09-11 03:04:09 UTC  

I didn’t know it would be that bad

2019-09-11 03:04:26 UTC  

I just wanted to get better i went to college trying to get better

2019-09-11 03:04:40 UTC  

why not just like

2019-09-11 03:04:47 UTC  

Every time I try to get better it goes badly

2019-09-11 03:04:48 UTC  

join the military and get a desk job

2019-09-11 03:04:55 UTC  

and be a desk guy

2019-09-11 03:05:05 UTC  

you can still change your midn later

2019-09-11 03:05:07 UTC  

Why would I do that yeah the culture is different but to be a POG

2019-09-11 03:05:13 UTC  

that’s embarrassing

2019-09-11 03:05:17 UTC  

pog?

2019-09-11 03:05:24 UTC  

Atleast if I get this poli sci degree

2019-09-11 03:05:30 UTC  

lol poli sci

2019-09-11 03:05:40 UTC  

what are oyu gonan do with that, debate ben shapiro ?

2019-09-11 03:05:43 UTC  

It’s military slang for non combat role military guys

2019-09-11 03:06:08 UTC  

Maybe start in local government my marine friends older brother became mayor last year

2019-09-11 03:06:16 UTC  

Has me optimistic

2019-09-11 03:06:51 UTC  

Preferably an advisory role to some official, if we are going all the way hypothetical maybe some foreign affairs move around internationally

2019-09-11 03:07:23 UTC  

That’s the ideal life I want

2019-09-11 03:07:30 UTC  

I just have to get there

2019-09-11 03:07:44 UTC  

And they’re making it hard

2019-09-11 03:07:56 UTC  

Not work wise I don’t have a problem with that