but i had all this internalised fear around being a virgin in my twenties that 4chan gave me in like, grade nine

and i freaked the fuck out when i was 19

so i slept with this girl i was dating

only did it once

only time ive ever done it

kinda regret it, i put such a dirty vibe into it because of that

Wow

idk if im oversharing

Yeah you're not pure anymore, you can't wait til marriage

Shame on you!

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That’s a same vibe, I was always terrified of virginity so I ditched it at because I hated the stigma and hit that BPD Jewish pucci

what

idk what that means

whats BDP

was she actually jewish

Borderline personality disorder

And yes

I met her in an outpatient program

That’s the level I was at to not be a virgin

Ideally wanted to lose it at 16

how old were you?

17

Thank god before I was an adult Atleast

I don’t regret what I did only who I did it with

I was 24 when I lost mine.

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And really my obsession with it was what ruined a lot of my relationships before that

its probably good you got the monkey off your back then

Yeah

Just wish there was no monkey

it can be hard to let go of the stigma around it. its really socialy demonized

same

Society shouldn’t shame someone for not abusing physical impulses for the purpose of chemical pleasure

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It went drinking girls juuling smoking hitting bongs and now carts

In it 2 win it.

what are carts

Cartridge THC vape boxes

Society shouldn't let young people together at all the way it does now

is it worth doing once