perturbed?

I wonder if I should even sleep tonight I don't have to do anything tomorrow but still.

sleep

i had to call her out on it and i was like, uh its 2019, are you questioning my sexuality, turned shit around in her

how much do u sleep?

on her

I'm ighting my seroqual right now but usually 6-8 hours

i sleep 12 hours if uninterrupted

less then 8 hrs and my skitzo symptoms rise

12 is avg for me aswell

I get bad with no sleep

i used to sleep 6 hours one night, 4 another, lile that for years, with sporadic up for 48 hours at least a couple times a month

most of my life

Maybe I sleep longer then I think

i found stopping paying attention to my sleep hrs helped

yeah same

lately i get between 3 to 6 a session, and then twice a week i sleep 12 or more and it all feels natural

yea pretty much what works for you

and when i dont have to work i sleep between 12 to 24

like ill do a month of 7hr sleep and im more woke and active in the days

my brother hated it, thought i was a drug addict for a few months becausr inwould sleep for 2 days

but then ill crash when i start getting to manic

yea thats a long time to sleep lol

longest ive done is about 20hrs

I think the sleep is coming it's so weird I had such a weird dream yesterday where I thought this new store popped up and I was hanging out with this person I met and I actually thought it ilexisted but it was just a dream. Meds or my mind are playing tricks but I loved the fantasy of the store idk why

just making up for all the years

nervous system repair is how i see it

360 no scope anyone??

i will probably hit the sack around 4am and get up at 4pm for therapy

lol

got a day off both jobs notbing but a therapy session to go to

@Joyvibe i had a dream about a new store about 10 years back

there were some toy looking guns made of plastic with metal parts

they turned out to be real guns. there were boxes of bullets with rainbow casings

i always have dreams where i wake up and think it was real. it doesnt help that a lot of these dreams i wake up and im still in the dream, several spheres in a row

the worst is dreams where i murder people and wake up sweating about how im on the run for these murders

lol

it takes awhile to do like mental catalogue, think about how ive been spending my time, realize its impossible

i get murdered in the dream then when i wake up go back to sleep i enter the dream lucid and murder my murderers

but hell i will wake up and typically not know what day it is for a half hour