Message from @Hadrian
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This is my second benzo detox
I'd rather have a month of coke hangovers than a week of benzo sickness
Full time college and work and TWP and my own hobbies was all too much for my anxious ass
oh god, the coke hangovers
But I didn’t know then what I know now
So I am confident I can handle this shit without drugs. In time.
Right before I quit, my job wrote me up for taking too many breaks
What they didn't know is I was taking those breaks to go do a bump in the bathroom
Yeah my job is being cool about it luckily
I’m a driver and I’ve been working inside
I can’t drive much
the xanax made me so tired with the dosages I was on
Never really got tired from it tbh
I had to do coke during the day so I could work
Shit. That sounds awful
@Hadrian Jesus.....
It was probably a combination of that and the mood stabilizers and antipsychotics I was on
I think Risperdal at the time
Bad for the heart to go up and down like that
Glad you’re doing better
The stress caused every one of my symptoms, except for the ones the drugs caused
I feel that
@FashyGoy1488 And just combining medicine and alchohol can be fatal, imaging taking xanax and coke at the same time!
Exactly
Shits crazy
I'm not going to say exactly what it was, but it was a high stress job in the medical field
Like a person in an ambulance?
Again, not saying for my own protection. But it was hospital related and there were real lives at stake
Hmm, okay.
No offense brother, I just don't know you and this room isn't secure
Yhea, it is understandable.
Managed to eat half an apple
Now I won’t feel bad about trying to sleep
Thanks for being there for me goys
Good!
Any time
My 6 pack is turning to a keg... age is catching up with me. I need to start doing more ab workouts
Ivr become a fat fuck
And it stops today
Yeah! Right after these cheese coneys!