Message from @FashyGoy1488

Discord ID: 411936218507640863


2018-02-10 16:58:57 UTC  

I did detox with doctor

2018-02-10 16:59:05 UTC  

I just still feel like I'm dying

2018-02-10 16:59:16 UTC  

It's been 4 days

2018-02-10 17:12:46 UTC  

Depends on how long you sauced

2018-02-10 17:14:41 UTC  

Eh, only about 8 weeks, but when I do it, I do it around the clock to maintain. And I had 15 years of on and off saucing beforehand to make my liver nice and shitty.

2018-02-10 17:16:02 UTC  

I managed to catch myself this time before it ended in some kind of episode, because for the first time I have a family support network around me here where I live.

2018-02-10 17:16:37 UTC  

Idk hopefully it's over soon. It just feels really really shitty.

2018-02-10 17:17:01 UTC  

I'm just being a little bitch it's nbd

2018-02-10 17:18:24 UTC  

I usually back off when i feel the urge to drink while im on the train platform directly after ive punched out

2018-02-10 17:18:45 UTC  

" maybe not tonight "

2018-02-10 17:18:49 UTC  

Lol

2018-02-10 17:19:21 UTC  

Unfortunately, I've had to come to terms with the fact that I have two speeds - physically dependent to function and completely abstinent. I've been fighting that reality for years.

2018-02-10 17:19:33 UTC  

It's cool you can catch yourself though.

2018-02-10 17:19:37 UTC  

I'm jealous

2018-02-10 17:20:26 UTC  

Lots of practice

2018-02-10 17:26:16 UTC  
2018-02-10 17:26:19 UTC  

I’ll pray for ya

2018-02-10 17:26:41 UTC  

I didn’t get really bad wds from quitting daily liquor

2018-02-10 17:27:07 UTC  

But this benzo detox is super gay. I’m still way dizzy and my depth perception is off

2018-02-10 17:27:19 UTC  

Called in yesterday because I was so panicky

2018-02-10 17:27:27 UTC  

Gonna try and work again today though

2018-02-10 18:37:14 UTC  

Try meditation to keep you centered and aligned

2018-02-10 18:37:45 UTC  

Doing an awesome
Job

2018-02-10 18:38:00 UTC  

Sometimes it’s literally hour by hour

2018-02-10 18:38:10 UTC  

Which turns into days etc

2018-02-10 18:38:29 UTC  

I’m working on day 8 from 🍺

2018-02-10 18:38:37 UTC  

The beach helps

2018-02-10 18:38:47 UTC  

Sitting here soaking up the sun

2018-02-10 18:39:27 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/406155057705385994/411954335069634580/image.jpg

2018-02-10 18:39:32 UTC  

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2018-02-10 18:39:41 UTC  

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2018-02-10 18:41:28 UTC  

This is a good app for the phone

2018-02-10 18:41:36 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/406155057705385994/411954878697570315/image.png

2018-02-10 18:41:57 UTC  

Insight timer in the App Store

2018-02-10 19:08:12 UTC  

Thank you. I really do need to get into a lot more of the stuff that I previously thought was weird or gay. Closed fisting it isn't going to ever work.

2018-02-10 19:10:09 UTC  

Yeah no doubt!

2018-02-10 19:10:15 UTC  

I used to think the same

2018-02-10 19:12:14 UTC  

But now I rely meditation to just stay sane when the thoughts overwhelm

2018-02-10 19:19:49 UTC  

Yeah I've gotten really into aromatherapy, never thought I'd even try that stuff

2018-02-10 19:19:57 UTC  

Rose oil and lavender really help

2018-02-10 20:15:01 UTC  

Alright @Der Jäger im gonna see what all the fuss is about

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