Message from @CatoHostilius
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Did you know that almost every pepper you eat is of the same species?
They're from two species mostly
Capsicum anuum and capsicum chinense
Most of the ones I like are C. anuun
I cook a lot of spicy foods, so I mostle deal with chinense
and every summer I grow superhots
My brother got a say in the family garden last year despite doing none of the work
We had to grow TWO habanero plants
We had way too many of those fucking thing
Same here. Habanero plants deliver the goods.
I usually grow two habs
cook with them all the time and they make great salsa
and hot sauce
Next year I'm doing Ghost Peppers, FDrancisca habs, Fatalii and Shishito
If anyone has tips or tricks for coming off benzos: spill your guts
Having a hard time with this shit
shit dude, I wish you the best. have you been gradually tapering? I suppose it almost goes without saying, but be particularly mindful of how you're feeling at all times; alcohol and benzos are the only substances that can be fatal if withdrawing from cold turkey without being monitored in the right setting with the right medicine to help prevent seizures
Not cold turkey. I’m using CBD to prevent seizures. Gradual tapering you could say, but I’m making more jumps than suggested to get off quicker. It’s barely manageable but I’m doing it
I have sobriety in my sights and I’m not going to lose focus. With the naturals I have tried now, I know for a fact I can manage without the psychiatric drugs
So it’s just a miserable taper experience. Every day is pain and misery.
Working on it my dude. It’s fucking gay
I didn’t know what to do at the time so I started on meds
Now I know what to do
So I’m bound and determined to get off the psychiatric meds
It’s just a matter of time and suffering
I will come out on top of this. Eventually.
Taking a big cut in dose this week so it’s been brutal
But I will be off meds faster this way
And that’s real important to me
You'll be stronger for it
I was taking 12 pills a day
That was my peak too
Holy shit fam
I’m coming off what was a peak of needing 4mg of Xanax to make it through 24hrs
Now I’m on about half that
@FashyGoy1488 when I was quitting I thought consciously about every reason why I hated Jews. Helped take my mind off things
Yeah anything external really. Thinking about anything BUT yourself is quite helpful
I wish I knew what I know now before agreeing to take meds
But it’s ok
I’ll get through this