oh wait

somethings happening

well the graphics didnt load but I have some links

k got the arctile now gonna read it

the first paragraph makes sense to me. I had a similar thougt, its more like god is some gooey, intagible thing that hugs and flows through the universe like the ocean for the fish

yea well I dont really buy it

I dont think us mortals can know the true nature of the universe just like that

what makes you think it had happened "just like that"?

if you ask Santa to come forth and teach you to ascend he *will* come. but also he comes if you wish to descend. trials and (in some cases disastrous) fails and suffering follows

so have you like talked to santa?

yes

and he answered

aight I dont believe that

he didnt answer by words

when my gf died and i was also a serious junkie giving my life away was an alternative to suicide

so got real drunk and heated up sauna which i set on fire with a drawing of a baphomet and cleansed myself by sweating at 110degree and contemplating on death then formed a circle by candles and talked latin to night

my pancreas failed me shortly and i was forced to quit drinking and a friend of came at door and asked if wanted to grow weed

did got serious income

bought some books

had spiritual awakening tho i thought it was an full enlightenment -> errors were made such as exposing to a possession

occultism is very science

them circles and pentagrams and hexagons and daggers and demon sigils and such have a purposes and effects if one know how to use them

if he does not, most likely that nothing happens is the best case scenario

>occultism is very science

very much was what i was meant to say

>occultism is very science

do you know how much of a retard you sound like?

me?

yes

i can always imagine. what makes you think im a retard?

this line

>occultism is very science

that you buy into all that occult crap

why wouldnt i?

I dont want to debate you on that

you just want to tell me i sound like a retard but not really back up that statement?

yes

and im the retard?

I simply dont care enough

yea

I dont need to proof anything to you really