if you cant rip at the seems of the scar

this is you --> generalized lunacy: in the place of human beings, and on the basis of their present limitations, capital realizes everything they desire (normal or abnormal), but human beings cannot find themselves and enjoyment continually lies in the future. The human being is carried off in the run-away of capital, and keeps it goin

replace capital with yoour taste of boogeymen

will to power etc.

its the same fucking shiit forever and ever

have fun in the vr sandbox getting raped by puppeteers

itll be fun counting the boodies when troons realize transhumanism doesnt bring the ultimate happiness

one two three four, thousand dead sad troon fucks with penises donated to the beauty industry

good material for kid a b and c

rupauls drag race gets a whole other meaning

maybe i should detransition

but it involves fighting

i found a way to conquer certain parts of myself

when i achieve a higher state of mind i can almost separate the different entities that make up my soul

nigger you arent trans wtf is this larp

you are a boring nobody

shut the fuck up

you dont matter

cosmos doesnt care

youre machine oil

in the great cog

sometimes its from meditation and sometimes from psychedelics

@ysiel https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QsR8zBh6EdE

i dont care if you dont care

good

first step

im explaining to you my experience

do you care if you donnt care that you dont care about yourself

yes

stop hurting yourself fucking, i swear to god humanity is self imposing themselves to hell

first instinct: hurt myself

hurt my being, hurt my body, hurt my soul

hurt myself in what manner

"uhhh let me dress up in a fucking piece of cotton and paint myself and douse myself in artificial serotonin and female orgasm analogs"

"im sure ill be happy then"

generalized lunacy

GENERALIZED; NON SPECIFIC; JUST THERE

what would be the alternative?

its like tying a kniife to your thigh and then wondering why your leg fucking bleeds when walking

you fucking embrace the utter absolute heatfucked insanity