it's painful as hell

i wouldnt fuck with any drugs

to kms

if i had to kill myself

@Not Peter don't kill yourself ok bruh?

seems like a literal way to get trapped in mental hell

i would overdose on heroin

just speak with someone

yeah maybe that

@Not Peter hello welcome to domek

bisopropol is a medicine used to slow down your heart rate

who's good at talking about problem

overdosed it once

speaking with people gives me anxiety

but also the close ones?

relatives?

do you like your parents?

friendly reminder that exposure therapy is the only thing that really helps with social anxiety

they go NPC mode and tell me to read the bible

wew

if i talk about being depressed

lmao

for real

yeah

holy shit

that's depression fuel

when i had

something similar to depression

i had 3 solid years of emotional suppression

wasnt diagnosed tho so i cant say for sure

before it started coming out

i asked me mom if she would sign me to a psychiatrist since i was suicidal back then

she didnt do nothing

yeah...

the worst part too

is that even if she did

all they can do is put you on nofeel meds

yeah it sucks

and then you just become a robot

exactly

my uncle is offering me anti depressants