>tfw you have become what your parents warned you about

suicide methods for this feel?

a friendless junkie asshole who lives with his parents

oh wrong channel

my bad

hi

i wouldnt fuck with any drugs

to kms

seems like a literal way to get trapped in mental hell

yeah maybe that

speaking with people gives me anxiety

they go NPC mode and tell me to read the bible

if i talk about being depressed

yeah

i had 3 solid years of emotional suppression

before it started coming out

yeah...

the worst part too

is that even if she did

all they can do is put you on nofeel meds

and then you just become a robot

my uncle is offering me anti depressants

and im thinking about aking them

so i can get a job

he works for a pharma company

they said the same thing

talked to the therapist

she was an npc

gave npc tier advice until she gave up and gave me an appointment to get meds

im really good at making people not want to talk to me anymore

ive had many periods of lifting over my few years

just made me depressed about the dating pool

The kind of women i could get

sparked no interest in me

im internet sick

one that ive never seen before

idk its a rare type

thats the thing

i dont even know if i want a girl friend

its more just getting the v card out of the way

but like

any time i get moving with a girl

i feel its not worth it

and i wont enjoy it

so i ghost

its more the anxiety part

like the sex might be fun

20

oh?

sounds like erosion to me

idk

thats the one concept

that makes me depressed

idk im just in a mental knot

thanks for the advice

i know what you mean

i dont want to be stronger, i want the pain to stop

same

back to playing halo reach

west coast america

its the less crowded one

but america is america

yeah im in seattle

east coast is philidelphia

chicago is great lakes

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is this a mostly EURO server

oh god

frogs and fags

ah gotcha

and yeah the cities are the same size, but if you cut the US in half, the west has like 1/5th the ammount of people

and thats good

i prefer europeans tbh

lmao

the kardashians are rich

i didnt know women could actually care about a man

most american women ive met just use their BF as a dressup doll

seattle

yuppie women own men now

whats up with seattle

>hipster

what is this 2014?

>youll never be back in highschool with your current state of sexual primacy

i always wanted to cum in a pencil case

oh shit good idea

ill just make sure to aviod my little sisters

discord in a nutshell

reality is cursed