relaxed the fuck outta your muscles and it was all so good

I don't envy people like your sister

it's fucked up

you're 100% sure it's happening

and nothing can prove you wrong

@Lea would you mind not emoting so frequently

so many people take meds nowadays

until certain chemicals work on your brain

@ÜltraÜberGöttKönig sorry i dont know how to express my feelings

😐

you dont

I kinda just want to poke my eyes out and

sigh

4 more days

why estonia its red and latvia orange

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@Scandaloom 👻 would your psychiatrist otherwise force you to take them tho? How does it work in poland

no

she can recommend it only because I'm paying for it

I wasn't forced to go to the psychiatrist

it was my choice and my agreement

she recommended therapy but I've refused

she could probably make you if you were a danger to yourself or others though

yes

if I'm suicidal or something they could throw me into the psychiatric hospital

but it's a rarity

as the hospitals are full

my parents refused to give medications to my sis for a long time

eventually they forced them to

it was really rough

force them how

went to court

with force

they would have taken custody of my sis

tough shit

if my parents hadnt agreed to have her medicated

i honestly think shes better off now

sometimes it doesn't damage you but the demons you fight

in her case it was probably the other option

I know that sometimes meds = numbness and stuff

I was forced to take medicine