So is it even a genuine desire to believe? Is it supposed to be?

I mean in theory, there is nothing preventing a deity from existing, technically. If it can overcome all the physical laws of reality, then it really can do whatever it wants. But that's just a gigantic 'if'.

do I spot.... an athiest?

***smells air***

I think I do

You do.

Not because I want to be one though.

the only true god Is Allah you fool

In fact I constantly find myself trying to get closer to my old religion but cannot seem to.

I guess it's the obvious fact that... I just don't *believe*. Which is somewhat of a problem when the thing you wish to believe in requires faith.

Do I have to trick myself? Isn't that just a lie?

Tbf, humans being dicks, god sends bears

Welp that solves it, bears was the epiphany I needed, clearly. It's so obvious now! If only I noticed the bears sooner!

But, loki chilled with a longcat

If you have to lie to yourself to believe in a god, then you don't believe in a god

you pretend to do so

Odin rode a horse called Tree that had like 16 legs.

it has to a calling

not just hey I want to believe

but whatever, religion is gay anyways

I don't have to lie, sacrifice enough douchebags, the world is better

But that kinda means I'm fucked then doesn't it? @Capitán Alatriste

I mean yeah, because you know that there can't be one, but you want there to be one

Just have to ignore facts<:makes_you_think:382980749780844554>

So you just want to belong to a movement

modern day phone charging is literally fuckin magic

😢

charged 15% -> 75% in 10 mins

@EnderOctanus can I recommend the KKK?

Not a movement. I want there to be something more to existence.

Usb 3<3

there's no jambalaya here for you gtfo

I do not find it fulfilling. I'll just... Die and that's it. I will have, from my perspective, never even existed. Memories will not even remain. There won't even be *nothing*.

Then it's your duty to make a mark on mankind

@EnderOctanus if you want there to be more, remember the multiverse

if you want to be remembered

start a religion <:think_woke:378717098681171988>

But it doesn't matter does it? I cannot tell if anyone remembers me if I cannot remember myself. I won't know that there was ever an existence to begin with.

my progeny will remember me

and that's enough for me