Tbh I step away and express my emotions when I'm calm now

Lmfao, the girls who call themselves bad bitchs would piss themselves at the sight of blood

Took me years to get selfcontrol

I try to - I have repositories

but

sometimes these channels are more fun

and it's nicer knowing SOMEONE

SOMEWHERE

Fair

made the mistake of seeing it

But my issue is that I let my past get to me instead of dealing with it like an adult

Then I realized ain't nothing all that bad tbh

Yeah - but you can only extrapolate by having data. . .

truth

True

and also - the past doesn't necessarily help the present

Yup

maybe help you navigate the future

but

THIS moment

isn't THAT moment

Yup

Pretty sure my past just numbed me to human life

Which imo is a whole benefit and a half

Maybe

but numbness can be a lonely curse

Yup

ugh - why do we have to talk about commitment this early @_@?!?!

Like I'm ok with being alone but it's nice having someone to fuck and be with

Even just company man. . .

Yup

Riding shotty is better than driving [with the right driver] tbh

Its always nive to have someone as fucked in the head as you are

False and true

I never would've guessed she would be black

heh heh

But yeah

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT idk - one who can """understand"""?

maybe

one """as bad""'?

nah

they just get recklessly drunk ; try and care and give a fuck ; then cry