And music makes me think even more

I game alot but lately thats lost its favor because it makes me feek like im wasting time

go for a walk

try a new hobby

Working on cars and going out with friends but turning my phone off really helps

Working out. Even when I don't want to I never regret it.

Play fallout 4, overwatch, tekken 7, metro, Witcher

Also get drunk and goto nice bars

I'm living paycheck 2 paycheck and cant afford guns

Well i can't have guns

So i know your pain

So i need a place to vent and fuck it i'm going to drop it on you guys

So i'm going to start with my parents they are fucking awfull they mostly call me shit like trash, waste of Oxygen

Sister is a mean cunt only thing she does is bitch how bad at im at every fucking thing

Well my work sucks i'm working my ass of and they pay me shit

Nothing makes me happy i just try to make days pass as quicky as i can

I can't even sleep even when i'm sleeping nightmares are fucking me up

And one girl is fucking with me so fucking much i know that but i love her and i just can't leave her she is only thing that makes days less shitty and i'm kind of happy when i'm around her

And i'm having really hard time making it to the next Day

I Just fell so fucking bad every day and i'm starting to think that everyone would be better with out me

@DAnteForneus i fuckin hear you bro.

Were mot gonna fuckin shit on you. Im glad your here

@ScipioTheOld I know exactly how you feel

@DAnteForneus
Hey man, you're one of us OK

@DAnteForneus im in the exact situation

A girl makes me happy too. Im not engaged with her or anything like it, but flerting with her makes me feel "warm hearted"

Theres always someone who likes you

@Sir Harndes

"Theres always someone who likes you"

Oh if only that wasn't bullshit for me 😂

There is
@насильственное убийство
Just got to be patient

Or get rich

@насильственное убийство i fell you i know she doesn't like me back but for some fucking reason i'm still trying

So with that theres two things

You can stick around, continue to love her with no reciprocation of feelings and cuck yourself, or realize its not there and move on. And its shitty. It will hurt. Youll be ok

the worst part is she is giving me little hints that she might like me back

So with that theres two things lol

One, she doesnt actually have feelings, sees your weakness and will probably break you

Two shes waiting for optimal conditions so she can be lazy

I guess you might be right

I'm not lucky guy when it commes to girls

Ive had shit luck.

Bad luck