Message from @Existance is pain

Discord ID: 625808393525002241


2019-09-23 20:54:07 UTC  

so it's not p e r p e t u a l

2019-09-23 20:54:12 UTC  

Technician school, more precisely

2019-09-23 20:54:43 UTC  

I barely see any sunlight

2019-09-23 20:55:25 UTC  

me too at this point - obviously different reasons but. . . would you rather stare at hot chicks [with no responsibility or liability]? or strike out and then babysit them all night?

2019-09-23 20:56:19 UTC  

Well, I want to do something about. My anxiety tells the opposite

2019-09-23 20:56:51 UTC  

Up 6am
8000 school starts
Siting alone study good
Chat with ya or my crew
Back home 1700
Studying till 2300 with brakes
0000 sleep

2019-09-23 20:57:17 UTC  

I'm not really a good person to talk to about girls tbh - but trust me in that, with time, trial and error, you will build confidence and you will figure it out and it will be worth it

2019-09-23 20:57:41 UTC  

Like i cant talks with gyrlls

2019-09-23 20:58:01 UTC  

sleep 0600~1000
wake up 1200~2000
suss living room
scrounge food
check and secure vice
dick around until 0600~1000

2019-09-23 20:58:45 UTC  

All my pals got gyrll to go with on 100day till SAT party

2019-09-23 20:58:54 UTC  

. . . what

2019-09-23 20:59:00 UTC  

Im alone in that matter

2019-09-23 20:59:16 UTC  

they partied or are partying all 100 days until the exam?

2019-09-23 20:59:55 UTC  

If there left 100 days till final exam there is party

2019-09-23 21:00:01 UTC  

ah!

2019-09-23 21:00:34 UTC  

And it is tradition you should go with your girlfriend

2019-09-23 21:00:55 UTC  

ofc

2019-09-23 21:01:27 UTC  

But the party is in 5 months

2019-09-23 21:02:59 UTC  

And whole my crew is going with their girls and i am alone and probably wont participate besuse that is consideret as somethibg bad to go alone

2019-09-23 21:04:12 UTC  

yeah fair enough - I'm sorry man :(

2019-09-23 21:39:07 UTC  

You’ll find someone eventually

2019-09-23 21:43:30 UTC  

Im strong for my size. I just do like wood shiz

2019-09-23 21:43:35 UTC  

Chopping

2019-09-23 21:43:37 UTC  

Splitting

2019-09-23 21:43:41 UTC  

Punching

2019-09-23 21:43:45 UTC  

Climbing

2019-09-23 21:51:10 UTC  

@jaruspk war brides

2019-09-23 22:04:15 UTC  

yo pussyanus im comin down south to get ur sister as my war bride

2019-09-23 22:19:57 UTC  

I will kill you

2019-09-23 22:20:10 UTC  

She's underage

2019-09-23 22:20:41 UTC  

nah i was talkin bout the older one, and dont be rude to future inlaw

2019-09-23 22:21:09 UTC  

No Canadians allowed

2019-09-23 22:21:19 UTC  

kek

2019-09-23 22:21:19 UTC  

thats not what she said

2019-09-23 22:21:42 UTC  

I don't need maple syrup ruining the blood line

2019-09-23 22:22:44 UTC  

lol its either a corn syrup or maple syrup bloodline

2019-09-23 22:23:51 UTC  

import some Kosher for extra b00g proof 👀

2019-09-23 22:28:24 UTC  

>tfw no khazar milker gf

2019-09-24 05:27:21 UTC  

Its humid, I'm soaked, not allowed to use my good military grade poncho because it scares the kiddies, and I have another 10 miles or so to go before I'm through with work. Im just a little heated rn

2019-09-24 05:28:09 UTC  

not bad

2019-09-24 05:28:41 UTC  

Just needed to vent. I hate my job sometimes