>also been out of a work over a year so no one wants to employ you because sketchy work history

>the fuck even is life worth anymore, pushing for something that isn't gonna happen, 20 years old and you're basically just alive because you don't want your mom to off herself as well

Yo, you have to accept that shit and move on. You'll find your Erika

what does an anon do if hes engaged and "happy", yet he's still stuck on that girl?

You get closure

Some way shape or form

@Kaptain bonez you do need closure. If there is no way itll ever happen again, find a way to move on as hard as it is.

I would say invest in time at a community college and get into a trade such as welding or HVAC or even electrical. Most of those professions pay very well almost anywhere in the States and on top of that if you're lucky you can find a program to train and pay you at the same time

@Kaptain bonez my only closure is that she's with someone else and happy.

I know I can never go back *there* again.

It sucks - but once the door is closed, you notice the road.

You'll always remember her, though.

But there will also be better.

Trust me - I know.

Maybe not better per se but something that comes along that brings you similar happiness and peace and a feeling of love. That's what I'm looking for and all you my fellow kings deserve the same

Just take care of yourselves *first*, my dudes.

Big facts

beeg beeg facts

No woman, drug, booze or anything else will fix it. You have to

i know, after she left i cut out the booze and weed for almost a year

Good

In my head atleast i know i *should* be happy, because she moved on and found someone else, as did i and we're both living our lives and getting on

just the getting my life together part isn't coming as i wish it could, feeling like i'm on my last leg here despite pushing as hard as i can to make that change come

shit's hard kings, i apply myself and try my best to get that job but it never seems to work. i hope it's not some last minute thing, because really i do try but it feels like people only see me as "lazy" because they don't witness me doing the push, only the after part

What kinda jobs are you going for

And is your resume good

Anything and everything, tried mcdonalds and still waiting to hear back from the styrofoam plant in town as the lady said it would be a few days

resume is somewhat solid, use my best work experience and best references every time

All I can reccomend is trying to make yourself more valuable, try and get certified in shit and attend any job fairs and opportunities you see

roger roger - wilco

go to every ans any construction siggr5

sight*

bother them once a day every day

check craigslist for a laborer I starredted out not knowing my ass from my elbow now I can build a house and I was a WRECK but they still gave me a shot

just be persistent

ask for the lead carpenter

dont quit

@Kaptain bonez if epstine didn't kill himself what right do u have u owe this to humanity make a come back kick ass help the next good man on hard times

I got some fagit Intel 1sg and LT to tell me to stop calling his enlisted guys fatbody shitbag faggots

Said Intel 1sg is a fatbody

And encourages it

And I told them to stop being fatbody faggots

And then they start this gay rigamarole with my CoC for me somehow "hazing" them

By telling them to stop being unprofessional soldiers

My command obviously had my back since infantry doesn't like pogs telling them what to do but the paperwork and all the other stupid army proceedings for this shit was a headache