Message from @Kaptain bonez
Discord ID: 650117756930228224
in 10 mins?
We wish.
I still have the first cig in my mouth
Just finished my third and final jog today
what a view
it's nottabad one
and yall can hate me - but this where we at - this how we roll
yeehaaw boy
got some of that jack n coke waiting for me at home
not sure I wanna drink bath and kitchen cleaner tho
Kitchen is probably tastier - Bath will have that extra 00mph, tho
Hell ye
65% sure someone is BBQin Burgz later, too. . .
got some of that jack in me now
*dab on the sober folk*
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Yee fuckin haw. Oh man. My life is a goddamn mess.
10 - 4 ( *literally explaining my shit finances to my now disappointed boss* )
Man I really love it when people tell me to message them about commissions on Friday but everyone ghosts me.
tfw you feel that feel because you fucked it up with a girl who genuinely loved you but you were too drunk/high all the time to even fucking sit down for a second and think about her
The big sad
>also been out of a work over a year so no one wants to employ you because sketchy work history
>the fuck even is life worth anymore, pushing for something that isn't gonna happen, 20 years old and you're basically just alive because you don't want your mom to off herself as well
Yo, you have to accept that shit and move on. You'll find your Erika
what does an anon do if hes engaged and "happy", yet he's still stuck on that girl?
You get closure
Some way shape or form
@Kaptain bonez you do need closure. If there is no way itll ever happen again, find a way to move on as hard as it is.
I would say invest in time at a community college and get into a trade such as welding or HVAC or even electrical. Most of those professions pay very well almost anywhere in the States and on top of that if you're lucky you can find a program to train and pay you at the same time
@Kaptain bonez my only closure is that she's with someone else and happy.
I know I can never go back *there* again.
It sucks - but once the door is closed, you notice the road.
You'll always remember her, though.
But there will also be better.
Trust me - I know.
Maybe not better per se but something that comes along that brings you similar happiness and peace and a feeling of love. That's what I'm looking for and all you my fellow kings deserve the same
Just take care of yourselves *first*, my dudes.
Big facts
beeg beeg facts
No woman, drug, booze or anything else will fix it. You have to
i know, after she left i cut out the booze and weed for almost a year