Message from @Bubbles

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2019-12-16 12:46:10 UTC  

@thedarkness05 just feels like I don't have choices at all in this life, I don't have savings, qualifications, and all my goals are disposable. I worked for 2 years with little to no pay to pay off my sister's college tuition and my mom's debts, and now that I'm finally free of that, the job market suddenly shrinks and I don't think I can handle the stress of my current job, I'm slowly just getting more reckless with everything I do because I don't feel like I'll lose anything.

2019-12-16 12:47:40 UTC  

Take a deep breath, and lets walk through it. Things might seem bad bow, but they'll get better if you keep going. You gotta trust me on that

2019-12-16 12:51:05 UTC  

I guess, the only thing I have going for me rn, is that I have a high level of pain tolerance, I've gone through worse shit than most people can imagine, living in peace probably made me weaker, I had to do a job where I did 85 hr/5 days work weeks, and I've never felt the same about working again, worse thing is that my mom's debts still aren't paid off, I feel like I should work hard, but just thinking about working more just makes me sick to my stomach, and I get painful headaches, and cry for not much reason.

2019-12-16 12:54:01 UTC  

I feel that, its burnout. Gotya take it easy for a bit to recharge. But what job field you looking for?

2019-12-16 12:55:55 UTC  

@thedarkness05 I'm actually looking into becoming a teacher, I've always wanted kids, and I grew up in bad school environments so i feel like I can do better, I've had some contact with some english teachers in the area, and they need people, I'll have to see if I get a call back first tho, but I just felt so bad today, was vommiting at the thought of going to work tomorrow.

2019-12-16 13:01:54 UTC  

Hey thats a great way to go, and for the right reasons. But you go for it king, I believe in you. And if you stumble or need help I'll be right here

2019-12-16 13:04:06 UTC  

thanks man, I'll try a bit harder for tonight, idk what I'll do but yeah, might take a bit to rest myself

2019-12-17 05:30:48 UTC  

my only problem rn is uhh i feel like i aint makin gains and its takin forever for me to build strength
but then again maybe i just dont eat enough cuz i forget a lot

2019-12-17 06:04:18 UTC  

@Devlar I think you just need to eat more lol

2019-12-17 06:11:10 UTC  

now that i think about it i think i only eat like once maybe twice a day cuz i end up working thru meals and also too lazy to make stuff...

2019-12-17 06:11:53 UTC  

yeah, you need to eat and rest more

2019-12-17 06:21:38 UTC  

thank you for the guidance o wise boog one

2019-12-17 06:25:04 UTC  

Maybe get some protein in ya. For gainz you should be taking in 1.2 to 1.5 grams per pound of body weight

2019-12-18 14:02:11 UTC  

So guys.

2019-12-18 14:02:50 UTC  

Obviously, in theory of the boog, and a good majority of us country folk are thrown back in time without electricity, I have one big problom

2019-12-18 14:02:56 UTC  

Where to find salt for living?

2019-12-18 14:03:12 UTC  

Other than stockpiles, I have over 400 pounds on a pallet downstairs

2019-12-18 14:03:36 UTC  

Edible salt, not rock salt

2019-12-18 14:05:37 UTC  

I'm aware of the ocean, but being over 200 miles away, and the highways littered with bandits and multipal other people along the way I'm just not able to see a feasible supply for us

2019-12-18 14:50:17 UTC  

salt mining?

2019-12-18 15:11:56 UTC  

Maybe. There are some western NY deposits, but at that rate I feel as if I should just head for the ocean

2019-12-18 15:12:09 UTC  

Maybe just boil piss and sweat

2019-12-18 15:32:26 UTC  

I'll convoy some up for ya. It'll be difficult, but salt should last awhile

2019-12-18 16:28:00 UTC  

Facts. We can establish post apocalyptic supply convoys

2019-12-18 16:29:21 UTC  

Sounds good. Because at that point all I'll have is saltwater and time

2019-12-18 16:29:51 UTC  

Imagine the thots clamoring for out salt

2019-12-18 16:31:00 UTC  

I imaginr we'd be doing a whole nother kinda salt mining then lmao

2019-12-19 05:06:37 UTC  

HEY

2019-12-19 05:06:40 UTC  

Salt

2019-12-19 05:06:51 UTC  

So theres a salt lick right here in northern kentucky.

2019-12-19 23:51:47 UTC  

Im tired boys

2019-12-19 23:56:01 UTC  

Me too

2019-12-19 23:56:38 UTC  

I wanna mine salt

2019-12-19 23:58:38 UTC  

I wanna go to sleeeeeeeeeeep. Because no bad thoughts juat dreams

2019-12-20 00:02:05 UTC  

No production, though

2019-12-20 00:02:34 UTC  

My dreams are just manifestations of my bad thoughts.

Also, how are you gonna boog asleep?

2019-12-20 00:03:03 UTC  

"*Do you ever have bad dreams?*"

**All I am is bad dreams.**

2019-12-20 00:06:48 UTC  

Id be lucky to have a decent o e

2019-12-20 00:11:46 UTC  

With a hole in my head cauz i got yeeted

2019-12-20 00:12:16 UTC  

Only with that attitude

2019-12-20 00:12:33 UTC  

You inna AO - if you're yeeted, it's *after* me.