Message from @INNYGMATYK

Discord ID: 661829657720520754


2019-12-31 23:14:46 UTC  

i know man, just kinda pissed off because i was gonna use it to buy some food for the house and some other things but *f u c k* this entire weeks just been a shit show

2019-12-31 23:15:21 UTC  

I feel ya.

2019-12-31 23:15:55 UTC  

oh yeh and uh, kinda caught my dad cheating on my mom last week

2019-12-31 23:16:10 UTC  
2019-12-31 23:16:35 UTC  

@Kaptain bonezalso here taking the money is a huge red flag. She doesnt respect you and is a financial liability...imo

2019-12-31 23:16:35 UTC  

kaptain bonez? more like kaptain bone-block

2019-12-31 23:17:15 UTC  

yeah she gets off work in about 40 minutes so when she gets here we're gonna have a chat about it

2019-12-31 23:20:10 UTC  

Good luck

2019-12-31 23:34:38 UTC  

F

2019-12-31 23:52:39 UTC  

@Kaptain bonez she probably spent it on strippers

2019-12-31 23:55:02 UTC  

That's kinda spooky considering a video recently of her cousin "working" at the local strip joint

2019-12-31 23:55:09 UTC  

...*family reunion?*

2019-12-31 23:55:42 UTC  

this is the universe speaking it into existence

2020-01-01 06:28:29 UTC  

Inny - stuffoo

2020-01-01 06:28:30 UTC  

copy.

2020-01-01 06:43:34 UTC  

Dubba-Yew

2020-01-01 06:43:38 UTC  

Dee

2020-01-01 06:43:41 UTC  

Ground Support

2020-01-01 06:43:47 UTC  

Every fucking night. . .

2020-01-01 06:45:39 UTC  

So I had to step away from an ex because I couldnt ve the man she needed at the time. Its hitting me roght now ans it sucks.

2020-01-01 07:14:46 UTC  

I feel that.

2020-01-01 07:14:56 UTC  

My ex keeps interjecting - but she's not WW3 ready

2020-01-01 07:14:58 UTC  

so I left it

2020-01-01 07:15:02 UTC  

It stings, my guy

2020-01-01 14:15:57 UTC  

They told me I’d never run long distance again after my spinal injury. I now run long distance.

They told me I’d never lift again, I now lift weights and train six days a week.

They told me I was too badly damaged to proceed without surgery, I healed myself with yoga, therapy and Chinese medicine

They told me I’d never wear the uniform again. Yesterday I enlisted in a new branch.

2020-01-01 14:17:13 UTC  

Never, and I mean never give up, or give in, never retreat, fight on. You have the one life. Don’t let anything take that away from you including yourself

2020-01-01 21:03:06 UTC  

Man. Im fucking pissed. My dad went to the methadone clinic and didn't even stay a day. He made it 5 days, but now he's pissed off at pretty well everyone and im about fucking fed up with his shit. Nothing i say or do changes his mind. Nothing anyone says for that matter. Im seriously at the end of my rope and i don't know what else to do

2020-01-01 21:40:52 UTC  

@VI/K/INGinnaTRENCH/K/OAT sorry to hear that, dont have any suggestions tbh ive never had problems like that

2020-01-01 21:42:51 UTC  

Its chill. Just learned he's shooting too.

2020-01-01 21:42:56 UTC  

Im livid

2020-01-01 21:44:31 UTC  

Any way you could get him sent to jail? for his own good, that is

2020-01-01 21:49:37 UTC  

I really don't know. He's rather slick with cops tbh

2020-01-02 00:36:59 UTC  

What do you do to not fear what will happen in the future?

2020-01-02 00:37:14 UTC  

I feel like shit will hit the fen anytime soon

2020-01-02 00:37:34 UTC  

And I usually overthink of what could happen

2020-01-02 00:40:43 UTC  

@Sir Harndes, i went through a period of fearing death and the eternity of nothingness after, very much like you've described. Eventually you will come to terms with the fact that there is literally nothing you can do to stop it. Just keep busy with things, get your mind off it and eventually it will subside

2020-01-02 00:41:38 UTC  

Not talking about death

2020-01-02 00:41:46 UTC  

But future itself

2020-01-02 01:09:17 UTC  

@Sir Harndes make improvements every day to improve your survival. Horde gear, ammo, medical, food, and work out.

2020-01-02 01:09:19 UTC  

Train

2020-01-02 03:38:25 UTC  

@Sir Harndes Everything all over is either about to get real *fucking* **shitty**, or it's about to get **fucking *WILD***