you wil find more

I feel guilty of not managing to help myself, and its not the lack of trying

it's frustrating

i haven't moved an inch for a month in spite of taking 4 or 5 steps

Life has a unique way of beating you down like nothing else

like waves on beach glass, it wears you down

All I do is play on the computer, read some books, read a lot about politics, and (try) to help who's around me

Cant take much pride of things I do

but frankly, there's a lot more to beach glass than a regular piece of broken glass on the beach, the things that leave their marks on you shape you into who you are, and you can use them to your advantage. Having been through the shit makes you more resilient than most people. Stagnation can do the same, it showed me what I didnt want for myself. I will *never* allow myself to be in a place like that again, and in that way it forced me to grow.

Find things to do to take pride in my man

you're good at something you enjoy, and using that combination of factors you can get really fuken good at the thing you enjoy, and take pride in that

idk I picked up bushcraft because I want to be redi but it's honestly really fulfilling taking sticks and tying them into a shitty little shelter and camping out under it. Even cooking mundane shit, just because it's in the woods, I've been having a blast. It has absolutely no use to society, there is no need to tkae pride in it, but it makes me happy and I'm keeping after it. Same thing with rock climbing, but to an even greater extent. I never expected physical activity to help me so much psychologically but fuck me if it doesn't

It is useful

Survival, my king

Way more useful than sitting my ass and play games

I course useful things, but I absolutely don't take pride in it

Gosh I fucking hate myself for that

Sorry

I gotta go

Sleep easy, King

We're here

I mean

I'm gonna go have a smoke

but we're here 💜

Hi kings. I'm still alive just in a depression

People have been asking 👀

Have they ?

Maybe just Darkness - but someone had asked if you'd popped by at all

shit no really - I AM afk rofl

*birbs like a drone*

Awh darkness <3

But I pop in and out. Just little blah lately. Caught in a funk.

I feel like there's a general lull for everyone right now - but I feel that

I feel that

it's about keeping that ball rolling, gentlemen. Feel free to slow down, but never stop

This is pretty much my third time talking on here but if anyone needs someone to talk to I'm always available to help in any way I can, for the record

it's wild how important A)mental health and B)Anti Racism is to the Liberty movement. It's like literally everyone who washed out of every other group somehow coalesced into an amorphous blob of genuinely good ideas and ideals and I dont know how that happened but im happy it did, gentlemen

Everyone can be boojahadeen as long as he respect other liberty and their laws

Fucking hell i'm waitning in queue to doctor

Why the fuck there is So many old ppl?

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