Message from @AKAlexei
Discord ID: 643295506159763486
I have noticed I'm on edge more
My patience for bullshit is at an all time thin
Such is life king. Thats why were here
I appreciate that
Because not having anyone to tell yoyr on edge is even more fucked
I feel you king, such is life. I lost my second child via a miscarriage (lost my first a year ago to the same thing), forced out of my house on my birthday and had to give up both of my 8 year old pups in order to get into the new house.
If this discord wasn't around, i doubt i would be either
Damn, Bonez, I feel that hard. Lost my baby girl to a miscarriage too. It's rough trying to deal with it
I think the infertility issues are more widespread than we think
You know that's the thing
Its sudden
My girlfriend had all the tests they could offer run on her. Blood, uterine lining, everything. Docs said they couldn't find a damn thing wrong with her.
So hear me out
I talked with some medical people and they said shit like that happens, where there isn't any particular reason for it
It just happens
I think like 76% of the med profession is a scam
Not that its all bullshit the science is real.
But they run those places ragged half of the docs are on drugs legit
Not even getting into the politics of them disliking certain people
I'm tracking
We had some damn good docs tho
It sucked
You know there's this tv show called Bosch on Amazon. It's based off of Michael Connelly's books
Let me know if you make a new group @AKAlexei
Guys please.
Please
Please
Please
Sorry lol
Stop supporting amazon.
oh wait nvm
They are pedophiles.
End of story.
Amazons a octopus stretching its tentacles across the world
fucking degens
Bosch has a great line in it that he said to his daughter after her mom (his ex-wife) got killed by the Triads. He said "closure is a myth. You just learn to deal with it, and eventually it gets easier". And you know, he's right. I am resolved to know that I'll never get that closure, but that's okay; I'm learning to deal with it, and I'm moving on with my life as best as I can. Tbh that's another thing thats making this shit difficult; I am so god damn ready to get the fuck out of this fucking cursed region. I hate living here with these fuckin people, and all I wanna do is just board that plane and get on the bus to Parris Island
Pretty accurate
I just hope that when I get back from the Island, I'll be more... stoic. More composed. More in control of myself.
You've got this king
Just remember, You're the one in control here. Repeat that to yourself daily if you must, but knowing that is one step closer to peace inside.
Thanks king. I appreciate it a lot. Truthfully, it's just the waiting at this point. December 9th can't come fast enough. I can't wait until November 10th, 2020, so I can celebrate the Marine Corps birthday AS a Marine, and not just some shower shoe recruit