Message from @mcguyver123
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@Hellhound6 this. I've found meaning in my crew and my family. If I lost those I'd still persist. Meaning is what you make of it.
Agreed
@jaruspk all a choice. Be self disciplined
@mcguyver123 thats not how it works to get that selfdiscipline is hard my motivation get to med school if not im not worthy and idk i will yeet myself
Like in every of us is a part of doomer bloomer doomer zoomer and so on
And two things give set us in certain "feels" society(people around us) and our actions and their evaluation by others
Don't be this
And like 70 of this is me
Or more like 50
On one hand i want to die in boog if i must die and on other i want to be useful
Dont have many friends
@jaruspk damn dude, see that's a problem man. Society and its modern pressures are fucked. If you dont get through med school, you find something else. Try EMS, paramedic, bridge to nursing then if the traditional med school route sucks.
I feel an inner doomer too mate, but I know where my purpose lies and without me i know the world would have one more broken family and more men dependent on the local boog crew, they do be out of a good goon.
Drugs games and airsoft are in
I pretend to be nice guy
@mcguyver123 if i didnt get high education that means im failure
And failures myst be erased
No one is saying you have to be a genuine nice guy
What kings want out of others are good men, not nice guys.
High education is shit. Look at Berkeley, education doesnt equate to being a good man.
Look at these schools, they produce broken people
I mean trade that is useful people alwzys needs meds, builders soldiers but who need another thobiologist or lawyer in crisis situation
Sry for my eng not my first language
I left college to pursue an ems career. I'm making less than my graduating class of college had I persisted. But I wasnt happy there. I'm much happier now and it turns out the quality and type of people I surround myself with are the people I can actually hang with.
That's another thing. You may feel like a loner cause those college types arent your tribe bro.
We humans are naturally social creatures, it is the reason we are still around. Apes together strong
Which is why when I first got here I wanted to do a meet up (promptly got called a fed). I'm looking for more tribe
Sry but finding personal happines is just mirage for week and people who cant forgive themselfes their mistakes
I dont buy that
Find people that share your interests, go be social. I used to be a loner in high school but now people always say I never meet a stranger. Everyone can find a common interest no matter how small
I was sococial once and that was mistake
Keep trying
Go to a gun range
No i only hang with anon on net
Ands that enough
Go to an anime competition or whatever weeb stuff but just go
Meet and greet is always an option 🤷♂️
Fed
Kk
Jk
I know lol
Like my philosophy is do all to get your goal with minimal amount of your own interests
If yoh fail you need to end yourself becuse its seams like you arent worthy
Without your goal achived you dont have right and reason to exist
Thank you kings for sharing your points of view
I hope that illusion of personal happines and that feeling u get after giving somone els good ol dope life changing advice/motivation gona stay with u