@jaruspk dude, I've been part of many things. Had two guys part of my old crew (real life, not discord or Facebook) kill themselves. Both blew their brains out. Both had families with kids and wives. Both part of an amazing group of men.
Shit doesnt do anyone any good. If you feel like you've failed, the based answer is keep fighting. That's what goons do. They stare the biggest colonizing assholes in the face and spill their tea in a harbor, or their blood on a green. That's not a call to violence in this context. That's me saying if you see insurmountable odds, you find opportunities and avenues elsewhere to accomplish some sort of victory, even if it's not the original objective. Perspective needs to be, even if it's not helping yourself or caring about family, to be around for the group of men you care about and help. Society has drawn a set guideline on what it means to be a successful modern person. Looking at it objectively, society doesnt produce good men. Just good workers. Dont let society make you obsolete by trashing yourself.
I've got nothing else to say. The doomer mindset can be productive, but at some point if you dont want the brotherhood with this boog culture, I guess you'll opt out of any help and you'll eventually self regulate out of any productive group of men. Accept some of what we are suggesting and give it a try. The hardest part of any journey, even if it's starting your day, is that first step mate. Get up dont give up.
If you need anything PM me on discord dude.
