Message from @Fear.of.God
Discord ID: 469270821232443402
i want to fucking kill myself
Hey don’t say that
i've never revealed this
im suicidal
U seem like a good guy
have been for 2 years
2years?
yes
You’re not really suicidal than
i've always thought about
ending it all
I’ve actually attempted it
over that time
same
Almost died
wot
Surgery on stomach
For od
except i didnt actually hurt myself
You did not attempt it than
yes
but i had
rlly
rlly
strong thoughts
of
idk
stabbing myself somewhere
i had no clue on how to do it
Popped 2 bottles of Advil and downed a case of vodka
Wanted to die bc I didn’t know yah
Suicide on my mind ever since I joined the bradva
how did it feel
Terrible
Legit opened up my stomach
Will no pain killers
Bc I had already consumed so much ahaha
how painful was it
Welp
