And they become trivial

So you go further and start creating archetypes that interact with each other

you are creating your own universe

But it's not enough, there needs to be a struxture

So you create this system that you get lost in

Your imagination takes over until you remember why you did this in the first place

the universe is just an overactive schizo imagination

Then you're back in square one

Just you

Unironically

When I first experienced this I wanted to die

And never exist ever again

That’s

Investigation

Lol

To Thelema

It's investigation

So I distract myself with nonsense

Art

Music

Socialization

I help others

Socio is good

But it's not enough

I help others

I still feel that sense that sonethings not righr

Broken bot

I know I'm playing a game

hola. Como estas

But I don't know if I want to continue doing that or go back to nothingness

😞

What's worse

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Everyone is gone

Sorry.

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