Message from @Gert

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2019-10-27 15:52:41 UTC  

practice makes perfect, not just instructions

2019-10-27 15:52:41 UTC  

thats a bette word for it. A ton of people have that lifestyle tho

2019-10-27 15:52:43 UTC  

Yeah I do

2019-10-27 15:52:56 UTC  

But I don’t

2019-10-27 15:53:09 UTC  

i've read books that help me control myself sometimes

2019-10-27 15:53:20 UTC  

@Gert im guessing you’re either depressed on ssri or on birth control?

2019-10-27 15:53:27 UTC  

Like I can control myself and I do but sometime I just do

2019-10-27 15:53:28 UTC  

they're nothing sophisticated, it's down to earth and straight to the point

2019-10-27 15:53:30 UTC  

Depressed

2019-10-27 15:53:43 UTC  

>you just do

2019-10-27 15:53:49 UTC  

that's the devil within doing his work, my friend

2019-10-27 15:54:08 UTC  

i used to get urges like that, agreeing with what effectively a wrong doing because i thought a small dose wouldn't hurt

2019-10-27 15:54:15 UTC  

a small dose grows larger each time

2019-10-27 15:55:13 UTC  

I’m tired

2019-10-27 15:55:17 UTC  

Also depressed

2019-10-27 15:55:25 UTC  

do you know why you are depressed?

2019-10-27 15:55:36 UTC  

its said that masturbation wastes sexual energy which can effect depression and overall health. Sexual energy is general vitality

2019-10-27 15:55:52 UTC  

@Moad also is correlated with hormonal imbalance which creates depression on it's own

2019-10-27 15:55:55 UTC  

No, I’ve been depressed since kindergarten

2019-10-27 15:56:03 UTC  

you don't know why you're depressed?

2019-10-27 15:56:13 UTC  

But like also Bc a lot of stuff

2019-10-27 15:56:18 UTC  

our generations been memed into thinking that it is healthy

2019-10-27 15:56:21 UTC  

tell me them

2019-10-27 15:56:30 UTC  

@Moad you're the only sane person i've met here so far

2019-10-27 15:56:32 UTC  

take it with pride

2019-10-27 15:56:40 UTC  

kek

2019-10-27 15:57:21 UTC  

im not sane im sane passing

2019-10-27 15:57:38 UTC  

guess that works too

2019-10-27 15:58:14 UTC  

Body image, just being a failure, issues with family, abuse, not knowing what’s wrong with me, like doctor wise and health wise

2019-10-27 15:58:49 UTC  

you can improve yourself by having self awareness

2019-10-27 15:59:00 UTC  

stop being in a void, realize your stance

2019-10-27 15:59:06 UTC  

identify the problem and solve it

2019-10-27 15:59:19 UTC  

you can workout easily and improve your life, all it takes is basic technique and patience

2019-10-27 15:59:24 UTC  

Don’t you think I’ve been trying

2019-10-27 15:59:25 UTC  

is it kosher

2019-10-27 15:59:28 UTC  

to eat jewish flesh

2019-10-27 15:59:29 UTC  

you keep giving up

2019-10-27 15:59:36 UTC  

which is why you failed improvement

2019-10-27 15:59:48 UTC  

i wanna be kosher guys

2019-10-27 15:59:52 UTC  

should i eat jews

2019-10-27 16:00:00 UTC  

I can’t exercise bc of my health I keep passing out and fuckung dying