Message from @lilison
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Feels fake
what kidn of art studio you making zewlander?
This nigga drank milk
noice
I got an architect desk recently
Slam dunk pic or gtfo
yea i drank it straight from the cow tity
Ayyy
1up 1up 1up 1up
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what is architect desk, slanted?
How 5’3 have a love life but 8” doesn’t <:uhhhhh:630878470171394078> <:uhhhhh:630878470171394078> <:uhhhhh:630878470171394078> <:uhhhhh:630878470171394078> <:uhhhhh:630878470171394078>
because i distance myself from people when they get too close
<:uhhhhh:630878470171394078> <:uhhhhh:630878470171394078> <:uhhhhh:630878470171394078> <:uhhhhh:630878470171394078> oh yeah I guess
I’m pretty personable
yea dude
I did push my then fiancée away tho
Fear of loss
I really, really love her
Sigh
when did this happen?
May
do you still talk with her
We’re not right now because she got afraid <:uhhhhh:630878470171394078> <:uhhhhh:630878470171394078> <:uhhhhh:630878470171394078> <:uhhhhh:630878470171394078>
Pretty recently
oh... no....
I’m honestly determined now to move on but damn it sucks
live and learn i guess, man
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it's hard to manage attachment issues
Live and learn and live in yurts
I’m convinced now that we weren’t necessarily meant to be together but I had a lot to learn from her
She unironically kind of saved my life anyway
that's what relationships are for i think
learning from each other
Zooj was seriously depressed when we met
like that opposites attract stuff really holds ground... you can't benefit from being with someone you don't learn from whether or not it's a lesson that you're comfortable with learning
there is one person in my life who i haven't come to appreciate enough until i realized how much she taught me about myself